Oct 01, 2003 00:38
Had a lovely night out at the farmhouse, with tom, paul, d-man, kev, my bro (aka the mole), sam and Child (aka Big J). Was good, had some drink which was rather tasty. Didnt really talk bout work which was good cos we usually do when we r out on social occations. Been a pretty lazy day as usual. Done sod all. Been feeling pretty alone just recently, probably why i have been such a moody git who dosent say much. Have nobody or nothing to want or love and i just need someone in my life to make me feel needed and special, who would care for me as much as i would for them. Just so tired of being alone