wtf.
I was updating and then my computer froze. it currently hates me really bad. but wtfe... its not like I need a comp.
I don't really wanna be on here typing a fucking update... but I'll forget shit if I don't just do it now. I don't wanna be near the computer at this exact moment either. I'm in a lousy fucking mood and thats that.
Friday - got picked up by Audrey. Jason was an ass. got to sheena's. Sheena and I decided we wanted to make brownies so we went to go get some stuff for it and all. jason decided to come along. it was pretty funny actually... we got like a bunch of fucking junk food and shit. ppl were looking at us cuz we were laughing and sheena was fucked up off another lil "blue pain pill." she was all "OMG! THE ISLES ARE MOVING GUYS!" lol. so we went back to Sheena's. Audrey and Jason had a TALK. cuz there was some shit going down. Audrey went through Jason's text messages while we were out and found some messages that she didn't like from Jen on there. so after all that shit. we smoked. then we watched super troopers. then we smoked again. I made a fountain. Sheena and Scott made me laugh in the middle of taking a hit... and yeah. lol. "HOLY BONG WATER BATMAN." Alana did it too though. so I don't feel as bad about it now. so then we all went to sleep. it was like 4 or 5 in the morning.
Saturday - Sheena decided to be a bitch and wake me up at 9 am. she did uit by kicking me in the ass. blah. :( so then Sheen and I sat around cuz we were the only ones awake. then we got this GREAT idea in our heads... and so we opened a condom and put some lotion in it. we were gonna put it on scott but he woke up. then we were gonna get jason, but he woke up. so Audrey decided to help us. so then we went to Alana... and Audrey put it on her. then I was like "hmm.." and put it in her ear. lol. she woke up and we were all in the living room laughing and she was like "FUCK YOU GUYSSSSSS" so then we were sitting around. everyone but Jason. he went back to sleep. bad idea... oh well. so we chucked bouncy balls at him. lol. then Sheena got in the shower. haha. I was like "Sheena! I GOTTA PEE REALLY REALLY BAD! can you unlock the door?" and she did. :) so we all threw bouncy balls at her while she was in the shower. and she threw some back so we just kept throwing them at her. lol. then I picked up some beads and threw them at her and was like "woo. mardi gras" Scott got bouncy balls chucked at him when he was coming through the door. and so did jason and Audrey while they were having some "together" time in the 2nd bedroom. lol. then I went with Sheena to get Moe. then we went and helped sheena get her stuff outta her old apartment. except... I wasn't much help cuz I was having major allergy problems. then we went back to sheena's and the other guys unloaded the stuff and all. then sheena left again to get more stuff. we ordered pizza and fries. ate. I tried to get online to talk to Jake but he wasn't on. made me sad. I missed him. then I went with Sheena and Moe to go get moe's stuff so he could spend the night. then andy called and he decided he wanted to come over... one problem... he had rich. so we were at sheena's... chillin... justin called. eek. (justin doesn't like when we're there cuz he doesn't want sheena to have fun while hes in rehab) so andy showed up... not only with rich but with 2 other guys... both named Brad. lol. I was like "what? are you guys like 14?" and they looked at me and were all "YEAH RIGHT! WE'RE ALMOST 19!" I was like "riiiiiight" so.. they helped us unload another thing of Sheena's stuff. then they hung out while we all smoked. cuz they don't. I was such a bitch to Rich. lol. I'm actually kinda proud of that. cuz maybe now he'll get that I'm not going to go out with him no matter how much april and jason tell him how much I like him. to be completely honest... I wouldn't mind never seeing Rich again. it'd kinda be a relief. just cuz. hes pushy and arrogant and so him. ANYWAYS. so they left. Jason said something really rude to me. so... I spent part of the night wanting nothing more than to go home and cry. it was just something completely shitty. Idk... it wasn't anything to cry over... but I have been feelin kinda shitty lately... so it was just an extra push in the wrong direction. so... I cooked for ppl late at night. we watched some movie. fuck if I remember. then I talked to jamie some. and then sheena, moe and I all went to sheena's room to go to sleep. audrey and jason were already "asleep." scott was passed out on the couch and alana was watching willy wonka. lol. so yeah... sheena, moe and I all slept in the same bed. kinda crowded but it was more comfy than the floor. lol.
Sunday - I woke up at 6:30 with the alarm that was set for Sheena. then she got up and I went back to sleep. then around 9 or 10 she came in and moe got up to go have breakfast. but I stayed and slept. cuz thats what I wanted to do. Audrey, Jason and Scott left. then I got up. we watched a movie and everyone was being lazy. so I got a shower, got dressed, did my make up and walked to the pizza place down the street and got food. lol. when I came back everyone decided they were hungry and so they called and ordered food and had them deliver it. lol. they're so lazy. then sheena had work. so we hung out. alana went to sleep. moe watched the slim shady movie... fyhgcjgh? I was up for a bit and then decided to go take a nap like alana. lol. mike called and woke me up. so I just stayed laying in Sheena's bed... thinking. then Sheena came home and we went to drop moe off. and I came home. my computer has been being a bitch all night. so... I tried to fix it somewhat... we'll see if it helped any.
I had this feeling all weekend... I was so scared of what was gonna happen when I came home. came home.. it happened. whatever... life just sucks sometimes.
I got more pictures. but I guess I won't put them up on here cuz Jake was the one who did it for me last time. hes talented and can get it to work... I can't. and yeah. I don't think he'll be posting pictures in my journal for me anytime soon. oh well. guess you gotta IM me if you wanna see. if not, then ha, you're smart enough to know to not hurt your eyes.
I don't know what I'm doing tomorrow... but hopefully it won't be anything that involves me being home. I think thats all I have to say... if not I'll be back some other time.
jamie, <3333333333 you * infinity. thank you for calling me back tonight and talking to me. although... you never did call back after a half hour. (after we talked) lol.
I don't really wanna be on here typing a fucking update... but I'll forget shit if I don't just do it now. I don't wanna be near the computer at this exact moment either. I'm in a lousy fucking mood and thats that.
Friday - got picked up by Audrey. Jason was an ass. got to sheena's. Sheena and I decided we wanted to make brownies so we went to go get some stuff for it and all. jason decided to come along. it was pretty funny actually... we got like a bunch of fucking junk food and shit. ppl were looking at us cuz we were laughing and sheena was fucked up off another lil "blue pain pill." she was all "OMG! THE ISLES ARE MOVING GUYS!" lol. so we went back to Sheena's. Audrey and Jason had a TALK. cuz there was some shit going down. Audrey went through Jason's text messages while we were out and found some messages that she didn't like from Jen on there. so after all that shit. we smoked. then we watched super troopers. then we smoked again. I made a fountain. Sheena and Scott made me laugh in the middle of taking a hit... and yeah. lol. "HOLY BONG WATER BATMAN." Alana did it too though. so I don't feel as bad about it now. so then we all went to sleep. it was like 4 or 5 in the morning.
Saturday - Sheena decided to be a bitch and wake me up at 9 am. she did uit by kicking me in the ass. blah. :( so then Sheen and I sat around cuz we were the only ones awake. then we got this GREAT idea in our heads... and so we opened a condom and put some lotion in it. we were gonna put it on scott but he woke up. then we were gonna get jason, but he woke up. so Audrey decided to help us. so then we went to Alana... and Audrey put it on her. then I was like "hmm.." and put it in her ear. lol. she woke up and we were all in the living room laughing and she was like "FUCK YOU GUYSSSSSS" so then we were sitting around. everyone but Jason. he went back to sleep. bad idea... oh well. so we chucked bouncy balls at him. lol. then Sheena got in the shower. haha. I was like "Sheena! I GOTTA PEE REALLY REALLY BAD! can you unlock the door?" and she did. :) so we all threw bouncy balls at her while she was in the shower. and she threw some back so we just kept throwing them at her. lol. then I picked up some beads and threw them at her and was like "woo. mardi gras" Scott got bouncy balls chucked at him when he was coming through the door. and so did jason and Audrey while they were having some "together" time in the 2nd bedroom. lol. then I went with Sheena to get Moe. then we went and helped sheena get her stuff outta her old apartment. except... I wasn't much help cuz I was having major allergy problems. then we went back to sheena's and the other guys unloaded the stuff and all. then sheena left again to get more stuff. we ordered pizza and fries. ate. I tried to get online to talk to Jake but he wasn't on. made me sad. I missed him. then I went with Sheena and Moe to go get moe's stuff so he could spend the night. then andy called and he decided he wanted to come over... one problem... he had rich. so we were at sheena's... chillin... justin called. eek. (justin doesn't like when we're there cuz he doesn't want sheena to have fun while hes in rehab) so andy showed up... not only with rich but with 2 other guys... both named Brad. lol. I was like "what? are you guys like 14?" and they looked at me and were all "YEAH RIGHT! WE'RE ALMOST 19!" I was like "riiiiiight" so.. they helped us unload another thing of Sheena's stuff. then they hung out while we all smoked. cuz they don't. I was such a bitch to Rich. lol. I'm actually kinda proud of that. cuz maybe now he'll get that I'm not going to go out with him no matter how much april and jason tell him how much I like him. to be completely honest... I wouldn't mind never seeing Rich again. it'd kinda be a relief. just cuz. hes pushy and arrogant and so him. ANYWAYS. so they left. Jason said something really rude to me. so... I spent part of the night wanting nothing more than to go home and cry. it was just something completely shitty. Idk... it wasn't anything to cry over... but I have been feelin kinda shitty lately... so it was just an extra push in the wrong direction. so... I cooked for ppl late at night. we watched some movie. fuck if I remember. then I talked to jamie some. and then sheena, moe and I all went to sheena's room to go to sleep. audrey and jason were already "asleep." scott was passed out on the couch and alana was watching willy wonka. lol. so yeah... sheena, moe and I all slept in the same bed. kinda crowded but it was more comfy than the floor. lol.
Sunday - I woke up at 6:30 with the alarm that was set for Sheena. then she got up and I went back to sleep. then around 9 or 10 she came in and moe got up to go have breakfast. but I stayed and slept. cuz thats what I wanted to do. Audrey, Jason and Scott left. then I got up. we watched a movie and everyone was being lazy. so I got a shower, got dressed, did my make up and walked to the pizza place down the street and got food. lol. when I came back everyone decided they were hungry and so they called and ordered food and had them deliver it. lol. they're so lazy. then sheena had work. so we hung out. alana went to sleep. moe watched the slim shady movie... fyhgcjgh? I was up for a bit and then decided to go take a nap like alana. lol. mike called and woke me up. so I just stayed laying in Sheena's bed... thinking. then Sheena came home and we went to drop moe off. and I came home. my computer has been being a bitch all night. so... I tried to fix it somewhat... we'll see if it helped any.
I had this feeling all weekend... I was so scared of what was gonna happen when I came home. came home.. it happened. whatever... life just sucks sometimes.
I got more pictures. but I guess I won't put them up on here cuz Jake was the one who did it for me last time. hes talented and can get it to work... I can't. and yeah. I don't think he'll be posting pictures in my journal for me anytime soon. oh well. guess you gotta IM me if you wanna see. if not, then ha, you're smart enough to know to not hurt your eyes.
I don't know what I'm doing tomorrow... but hopefully it won't be anything that involves me being home. I think thats all I have to say... if not I'll be back some other time.
jamie, <3333333333 you * infinity. thank you for calling me back tonight and talking to me. although... you never did call back after a half hour. (after we talked) lol.