my effed up friday night
k. so I was in the shower for a hour and a half yesterday. lol. yeah... I know... I have issues. but I was relaxin. I like to sit in the shower sometimes and close my eyes and just let the water beat down on me, its like sitting outside in the rain. lol. stfu... I know you're smirking and thinkin about how much of a dork I am. thats not cool. or... as I seem to like to say lately... its not kosher. lol.
I didn't know what shirt I wanted to wear to the party. so I walked around the house in my skirt and bra trying to find a shirt and answering the house phone and cell phone which just kept ringing and ringing. at one point, I had Rich, Jason and Sheena all on the phones. and rich was like "hey let me talk to jason" so I put the phones in a freakin 69-ish position and they talked. they both talk loud enough that I could hear them more than a foot away. lol. so I finally found a shirt and all. so I got my stuff together and then jason decidd to be an ass and back out of going. all because april wasn't gonna go. thats so fucking messed up its not even funny. like homestly... he gave me all this shit about not going out with him and blah blah blah... and its like "hey, just cuz you have a g/f now doesn't mean you stop being my friend and hanging out with me." it was just gay... but whatever.
so sheena came all the way out for a party.. so I couldn't disappoint her and just not go... which is what I wanted to do cuz I don't know Rich's friends and shit. nor do I know Rich all that well. so we went. lol. but when I was waiting for Sheena, Justin (her b/f) called the cell phone... from rehab... to check up on Sheena. I was like "WTF!? HOW'D HE GET MY NUMBER!?" k... so justin is added to the list of ppl who got my number from ppl other than myself. he can be such an ass sometimes... he was all "what are you guys doing? is she there yet? where are you going? don't just lie for her" k... wtf? do I look like I want him questioning me about all this shit? uh no. lol. so anyways, we had JC come show us how to get to Rich's. and then we were chillin... I had 6 lil tube thingy things within the first 10 min. of being there. lol. Gina was there. and I said something about her journal entry and shit and she was like "I was worried about you because I know how Mike is and shit and I didn't want anything bad to happen." and so we were talkin and shit and then Gina gave me a lap dance. rotf. the guys were all "yeahhh. girl on girl actionnnn" cuz she grabbed my boob and I smacked her ass. lol. NOT EVEN LESBO. so stfu. it was just funny. so we were chillin and then Gina left with her guy. Sheena and I went with Jim to go pick something up for us. hes such a nice guy... like hes got manners and hes more than willing to pay for things. which is totally not something he had to do or any shit.. and he gave sheena gas money and stuff. so. we got back to Rich's. Andy and his girl Heather were in Rich's room ;) and my God was she LOUD. like I'm not even kiddin you... she was SO loud. I was like "wtf?????? why don't they pillow that shit?" and so andy had to take heather home and then he came back... but while everyone was gone for a bit it was just me and Rich and he was all into having a conversation that I didn't wanna have. so I just kinda blew him off about it and he got pretty pissed. I was like "whatever. I'm not talking about it" I can't stand when ppl are so pushy about shit. like honestly.. I'll talk to someone about something when I want to. when I feel its best... or when I feel I can handle it. and its the same with doing things. like hey... if someone tries to pressure me into drinking alcohol or any shit... I won't do it. why? because I hate feeling like I'm being forced to do things by people that I don't trust or that may not have the best intentions or whatever the deal is. anyways, so he went to his room and left me sitting by myself in the room with the pool table. WHATEVER. doesn't bother me. all I needed was my drink and my blankie and a chair. I had those things so I was fine. lol. we all talked a bit and all and then jim and andy went to sleep so it was sheena, me and rich and we just watched some tv and that was that. then andy woke up and we went and talked to him some more. it was a fun conversation. rich fell asleep... so andy, sheena and me went out to breakfast. he wouldn't let us pay for our food. and hes such a nice guy too. hes jim's brother. its just weird... like they don't treat girls like a lot of guys do.. and its not all about "oh shes BANGIN" and "oh I'm horny" they're chill and they can have real conversations and just be open and talk. so after breakfast sheena and I went back to Sheena's apartment and we passed out. lol. dude I was so dead I didn't even hear the cell ring when Jamie called. lol. which wasn't too long after I had called her. lol. so I slept for three hours and then woke up, got changed and sheena and I talked some and she brought me home.
I missed hangin with sheena. shes fun to be around. rah. lol.
so, I came home, showered, got dressed while on the phone with jamie. then I was laying down still on the phone with jamie until she had to work. we talked about a bunch of stuff. lol. and so then I was like "ehhhhhh, I can't sleep now, I'm too awake." so I got up and went for a walk and talked to my neighbor jamie. lol. her husband came and walked with us and their dog snickers too. jamie is like 20. blah, kids get married so young these days. so after our talk, I came home and just have been chillin since. lol.
oi... I'm still SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO freakin tired. its not even funny. lol. anyways, I'm talking to Sheena and all.. so I'm gonna go and just leave this biatch alone.
I miss my teddybear. :(
<33 jake. <33 jamie. <33 beckey. <33 gail.
<3333 sheena, my sexy bitch lesbo lover. ROTF. NOT REALLY. she went dyke though. "at 12:44, I turned dyke." yeah... justin was just kinda blah. whatever.
<33, tori
P.S. - I'M GOING TO KILL ASHLEE SIMPSON! rdijkdhdsxhfdx. I like that song... but MY GOD! I heard it literally 5 times within less than 3 hours. I was so fucking disgusted. lol. I was getting homicidal about it. ask sheena. lol. I was like "TURN IT OFF OR I'LL KILL YOUUUUUUUUUUUU" cuz it came on in the car. lol. k. that is all.
I didn't know what shirt I wanted to wear to the party. so I walked around the house in my skirt and bra trying to find a shirt and answering the house phone and cell phone which just kept ringing and ringing. at one point, I had Rich, Jason and Sheena all on the phones. and rich was like "hey let me talk to jason" so I put the phones in a freakin 69-ish position and they talked. they both talk loud enough that I could hear them more than a foot away. lol. so I finally found a shirt and all. so I got my stuff together and then jason decidd to be an ass and back out of going. all because april wasn't gonna go. thats so fucking messed up its not even funny. like homestly... he gave me all this shit about not going out with him and blah blah blah... and its like "hey, just cuz you have a g/f now doesn't mean you stop being my friend and hanging out with me." it was just gay... but whatever.
so sheena came all the way out for a party.. so I couldn't disappoint her and just not go... which is what I wanted to do cuz I don't know Rich's friends and shit. nor do I know Rich all that well. so we went. lol. but when I was waiting for Sheena, Justin (her b/f) called the cell phone... from rehab... to check up on Sheena. I was like "WTF!? HOW'D HE GET MY NUMBER!?" k... so justin is added to the list of ppl who got my number from ppl other than myself. he can be such an ass sometimes... he was all "what are you guys doing? is she there yet? where are you going? don't just lie for her" k... wtf? do I look like I want him questioning me about all this shit? uh no. lol. so anyways, we had JC come show us how to get to Rich's. and then we were chillin... I had 6 lil tube thingy things within the first 10 min. of being there. lol. Gina was there. and I said something about her journal entry and shit and she was like "I was worried about you because I know how Mike is and shit and I didn't want anything bad to happen." and so we were talkin and shit and then Gina gave me a lap dance. rotf. the guys were all "yeahhh. girl on girl actionnnn" cuz she grabbed my boob and I smacked her ass. lol. NOT EVEN LESBO. so stfu. it was just funny. so we were chillin and then Gina left with her guy. Sheena and I went with Jim to go pick something up for us. hes such a nice guy... like hes got manners and hes more than willing to pay for things. which is totally not something he had to do or any shit.. and he gave sheena gas money and stuff. so. we got back to Rich's. Andy and his girl Heather were in Rich's room ;) and my God was she LOUD. like I'm not even kiddin you... she was SO loud. I was like "wtf?????? why don't they pillow that shit?" and so andy had to take heather home and then he came back... but while everyone was gone for a bit it was just me and Rich and he was all into having a conversation that I didn't wanna have. so I just kinda blew him off about it and he got pretty pissed. I was like "whatever. I'm not talking about it" I can't stand when ppl are so pushy about shit. like honestly.. I'll talk to someone about something when I want to. when I feel its best... or when I feel I can handle it. and its the same with doing things. like hey... if someone tries to pressure me into drinking alcohol or any shit... I won't do it. why? because I hate feeling like I'm being forced to do things by people that I don't trust or that may not have the best intentions or whatever the deal is. anyways, so he went to his room and left me sitting by myself in the room with the pool table. WHATEVER. doesn't bother me. all I needed was my drink and my blankie and a chair. I had those things so I was fine. lol. we all talked a bit and all and then jim and andy went to sleep so it was sheena, me and rich and we just watched some tv and that was that. then andy woke up and we went and talked to him some more. it was a fun conversation. rich fell asleep... so andy, sheena and me went out to breakfast. he wouldn't let us pay for our food. and hes such a nice guy too. hes jim's brother. its just weird... like they don't treat girls like a lot of guys do.. and its not all about "oh shes BANGIN" and "oh I'm horny" they're chill and they can have real conversations and just be open and talk. so after breakfast sheena and I went back to Sheena's apartment and we passed out. lol. dude I was so dead I didn't even hear the cell ring when Jamie called. lol. which wasn't too long after I had called her. lol. so I slept for three hours and then woke up, got changed and sheena and I talked some and she brought me home.
I missed hangin with sheena. shes fun to be around. rah. lol.
so, I came home, showered, got dressed while on the phone with jamie. then I was laying down still on the phone with jamie until she had to work. we talked about a bunch of stuff. lol. and so then I was like "ehhhhhh, I can't sleep now, I'm too awake." so I got up and went for a walk and talked to my neighbor jamie. lol. her husband came and walked with us and their dog snickers too. jamie is like 20. blah, kids get married so young these days. so after our talk, I came home and just have been chillin since. lol.
oi... I'm still SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO freakin tired. its not even funny. lol. anyways, I'm talking to Sheena and all.. so I'm gonna go and just leave this biatch alone.
I miss my teddybear. :(
<33 jake. <33 jamie. <33 beckey. <33 gail.
<3333 sheena, my sexy bitch lesbo lover. ROTF. NOT REALLY. she went dyke though. "at 12:44, I turned dyke." yeah... justin was just kinda blah. whatever.
<33, tori
P.S. - I'M GOING TO KILL ASHLEE SIMPSON! rdijkdhdsxhfdx. I like that song... but MY GOD! I heard it literally 5 times within less than 3 hours. I was so fucking disgusted. lol. I was getting homicidal about it. ask sheena. lol. I was like "TURN IT OFF OR I'LL KILL YOUUUUUUUUUUUU" cuz it came on in the car. lol. k. that is all.