He messes up and im left hurting....
yea... another update..
IM SINGLE!!!!!!!!!!!!
(and hating it)
But the only good thing is that im happy now!
I broke up with nate, because he has cheated on me once again.
with the little whores he picks up...
then lies to me and is still with me.
When i was in the hospital bc of him he was cheating on me...
I FUCKING HATE HIM!
My myspace is more angry.. and more of what im feeling at the moment.
I deleted all my blog as an attempt to erase the last year of my life.
i hate him. i fucking hate him.
he never loved me all the while i was so in love with him.
all i want is to be loved back.
How can someone hurt someone so fucking much and live each day perfectly fine. I can tell you, its because they never cared about that person.
I hate myself so fucking much i cant stand that i left myself get this hurt again. Im the fucking screw up.. i should have known better...
HEs a piece of shit and thats all he'll ever be.
i hate you. i fucking hate you.
you selfish bastard.
You knew what you were doing. you knew you were hurting me yet you did it.
you never cared, dont fucking lie to me anymore.
I dont care if you die.
There are no more excuses.
well theres another vent for the day...
Homecoming is this week.. right, great time to break up.. right??
well, i have a date.. thats right bitch!
Im going with shane, someone who actually cares..
but was to blinded by your shitty ass to see it.
You made me believe he didnt. i hate you so fucking much i can take a knife to your fucking throat and slit it myself.
You have to totally ruin me dont you.
Your never satisfied...
Im not wasting another fucking tear on you.
<3, me
IM SINGLE!!!!!!!!!!!!
(and hating it)
But the only good thing is that im happy now!
I broke up with nate, because he has cheated on me once again.
with the little whores he picks up...
then lies to me and is still with me.
When i was in the hospital bc of him he was cheating on me...
I FUCKING HATE HIM!
My myspace is more angry.. and more of what im feeling at the moment.
I deleted all my blog as an attempt to erase the last year of my life.
i hate him. i fucking hate him.
he never loved me all the while i was so in love with him.
all i want is to be loved back.
How can someone hurt someone so fucking much and live each day perfectly fine. I can tell you, its because they never cared about that person.
I hate myself so fucking much i cant stand that i left myself get this hurt again. Im the fucking screw up.. i should have known better...
HEs a piece of shit and thats all he'll ever be.
i hate you. i fucking hate you.
you selfish bastard.
You knew what you were doing. you knew you were hurting me yet you did it.
you never cared, dont fucking lie to me anymore.
I dont care if you die.
There are no more excuses.
well theres another vent for the day...
Homecoming is this week.. right, great time to break up.. right??
well, i have a date.. thats right bitch!
Im going with shane, someone who actually cares..
but was to blinded by your shitty ass to see it.
You made me believe he didnt. i hate you so fucking much i can take a knife to your fucking throat and slit it myself.
You have to totally ruin me dont you.
Your never satisfied...
Im not wasting another fucking tear on you.
<3, me