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Well i broke up with nate.
I feel horrible.
I threw up twice...
I cant wait till the pain goes away.
I ruined everything.
I hate myself.
But i kno its for the better.
There is still a chance in the future.
If it was meant to be it will work out.
I need time to forget the past and he needs time to be single.
I guess i went about it the wrong way but whats done is done.
I hate being alone.
I feel so lost and alone.
I have absolutly no one.
Please god help me through this. I've never ever needed you this much before.
I scared myself so much last night.
Nate has done one thing and thats bring me close to god.
I seemed to forgotten my religion for a while there.
I've never prayed so hard as i did last night.
i cant wait till things get better.
please just get better.
please...
<3
I feel horrible.
I threw up twice...
I cant wait till the pain goes away.
I ruined everything.
I hate myself.
But i kno its for the better.
There is still a chance in the future.
If it was meant to be it will work out.
I need time to forget the past and he needs time to be single.
I guess i went about it the wrong way but whats done is done.
I hate being alone.
I feel so lost and alone.
I have absolutly no one.
Please god help me through this. I've never ever needed you this much before.
I scared myself so much last night.
Nate has done one thing and thats bring me close to god.
I seemed to forgotten my religion for a while there.
I've never prayed so hard as i did last night.
i cant wait till things get better.
please just get better.
please...
<3