Maybe i'll find someone...someday...
Sitting here thinking about what life has come down to in my little world..Its not come to very much yet but i still have faith, faith that something or someone will find me and take me out of this slump..I'm not gonna go looking for him or it though because theres no point if its meant to happen then it will and if its not then it won't...I have a problem getting to close to people I'm afraid that if i do then i will get to close and loose them or they will hurt me...I have a constent fear that everyone i like is going to end up hurting me...I don't want to fall in love again just to be hurt all over... i think i'm finally getting over the first dose of lifes evil medicine I dont think i want another dose of it yet...
Chelsey
Chelsey