i was gonna put this on facebook, but wasn't sure about it yet
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1. I have a hard time thinking of things to say about myself... figured I'd get that one out right away because this is going to be difficult for me.
2. Sometimes when I'm alone I talk to myself... I've learned it from a certain someone and I won't mention their name, but they'll know who I'm talking about, lol. I will carry on a conversation with myself and then yell at myself for talking to myself. Yeah, weird.
3. I love my cats. I love them so much that I treat them almost like kids. And I talk to them, and talk like it was them speaking back to me. I've always wondered what is going on in their heads and what they'd actually say could they actually talk.
4. I love my car. I love both my cars. I named both of them. I just have a strange love for cars... I don't know much about them, I just like the looks of them.
5. I keep my car clean, but for some reason can't keep my house/bedroom clean.
6. I suck at budgeting money. When I have money, I spend money. Although it's been easier since I feel guilty spending Steve's money since we have a joint account and I have no job. As many times as he's told me it's our money, I know it's his money and I feel guilty spending it. So I still ask unless they're small purchases here and there.
7. I bite my nails like it's my job. I've been good at not biting them, but I still pick at them constantly. I don't know what it is... I have to paint them to make me stop biting them. Must be nerves. The day I had to leave Kalamazoo when Steve was originally leaving for Texas, on the drive home I bit them all off. I mean it was like a non stop bite fest... that was the last time I actually bit them off though, and that was back in September, so I've been good.
8. I am probably one of the most insecure people you will ever meet. I am paranoid about a lot of things, and I don't know what would possibly have caused such insanity.
9. I have become one of the most emotional people ever. I never used to be this way... but even if something doesn't go my way I feel like I'm gonna cry. I have to stop myself. It's insane.
10. I am extremely determined. If I want something, I have to have it... and I normally don't give up if it's something within reach. For example a few things would be... moving to Kalamazoo, moving to Texas... when most people were against me, and were telling me how bad of an idea each of those moves were... I had to prove them wrong. Steve was another determination. Also because I knew if I didn't do everything I could to be with him I'd end up forever regretting it. I went through a really hard time breaking up with Eric because I went about it completely wrong, but I wasn't happy and I knew I had to find a way out.
11. Although I am 23 years old, I still feel like I act like a kid. I still think stupid jokes are funny and I show my affection by hitting and name calling.
12. After being married for almost 2 months, it is still weird to say I'm a wife... I'm sure that's normal for everyone, but it makes me feel giddy... I love looking at him and thinking how happy I am knowing he chose me.
13. My moods are like a freakin roller coaster. I can go from happy to extremely angry/upset in 2.8 seconds.
14. I don't like going out in public in unfamiliar places. I think that goes along with my insecurities.
15. I love driving. I rarely let anyone else drive, and I rarely am riding with anyone else. I like having that sort of control... it's also because I drive like I'm in a hurry everywhere and I don't like riding with people that drive too slow. Oh and I have road rage. I am constantly complaining how most people need to get off the roads because I can't believe they actually passed a road test to get on a road in the first place. Especially Texas drivers. Seriously... none of them know how to drive.
16. I worry a lot. I get myself so worked up that I get upset about it.
17. I am a daddy's girl, and a mommy's girl. I was spoiled rotten as a kid and I still am now. I have come to the terms with that fact. In most cases I have to get my way.
18. I am really stubborn. Even when I know I'm wrong, I still have to argue it.
19. I miss my friends and family back home and I can't wait to see them... although I am not looking forward to it at the same time because that means that Steve is deploying and I can't deal with that.
20. Music is my life. I associate my life to song lyrics... and when I like a certain song I have to make sure that all of my friends hear it and I have to make sure I tell them how awesome I think it is. After doing it all of this time, nobody has ever seemed impressed, but I still do it anyways because music plays a big part in my life, and I feel like everyone else should love it as much as I do.
21. I have a really weird fascination for windshield wipers. I really don't know why, but I always have to have an immaculate windshield and my wipers have to be in good condition, no smears.. otherwise I replace them. I go through wiper fluid more than anyone else I know.
22. It takes me forever to fall asleep at night. I lay in bed and all the thoughts of the day and everything else run through my head like a river. I wish I was like my husband and could fall asleep in 5 seconds, lol. No seriously it's ridiculous how fast he falls asleep lol.
23. I have a really guilty conscience. If I do something that is mean or may hurt someone else's feelings, I can't stop thinking about it, and I run the same situation in my head over and over again and have a hard time letting it go.
24. I am extremely close to my family. As much as I wanted to move away, I knew how hard it would be moving away from them. This goes with the worrying part... but when I lay down to go to sleep.. sometimes it runs through my head what would happen if I lost a family member... I don't think I'd ever be able to come back from something like that.
25. I love wearing PJ's. As soon as I get home, I am in PJ's. For some reason I just can't find pants comfortable and if I'm at home, where I'm supposed to be relaxing, I immediately have them on. I also have a strange love for hoodies. At one time half of my closet consisted of hoodies.
(To do this, go to “notes” under tabs on your profile page, paste these instructions in the body of the note, type your 25 random things, tag 25 people (in the right hand corner of the app) then click publish.)
1. I have a hard time thinking of things to say about myself... figured I'd get that one out right away because this is going to be difficult for me.
2. Sometimes when I'm alone I talk to myself... I've learned it from a certain someone and I won't mention their name, but they'll know who I'm talking about, lol. I will carry on a conversation with myself and then yell at myself for talking to myself. Yeah, weird.
3. I love my cats. I love them so much that I treat them almost like kids. And I talk to them, and talk like it was them speaking back to me. I've always wondered what is going on in their heads and what they'd actually say could they actually talk.
4. I love my car. I love both my cars. I named both of them. I just have a strange love for cars... I don't know much about them, I just like the looks of them.
5. I keep my car clean, but for some reason can't keep my house/bedroom clean.
6. I suck at budgeting money. When I have money, I spend money. Although it's been easier since I feel guilty spending Steve's money since we have a joint account and I have no job. As many times as he's told me it's our money, I know it's his money and I feel guilty spending it. So I still ask unless they're small purchases here and there.
7. I bite my nails like it's my job. I've been good at not biting them, but I still pick at them constantly. I don't know what it is... I have to paint them to make me stop biting them. Must be nerves. The day I had to leave Kalamazoo when Steve was originally leaving for Texas, on the drive home I bit them all off. I mean it was like a non stop bite fest... that was the last time I actually bit them off though, and that was back in September, so I've been good.
8. I am probably one of the most insecure people you will ever meet. I am paranoid about a lot of things, and I don't know what would possibly have caused such insanity.
9. I have become one of the most emotional people ever. I never used to be this way... but even if something doesn't go my way I feel like I'm gonna cry. I have to stop myself. It's insane.
10. I am extremely determined. If I want something, I have to have it... and I normally don't give up if it's something within reach. For example a few things would be... moving to Kalamazoo, moving to Texas... when most people were against me, and were telling me how bad of an idea each of those moves were... I had to prove them wrong. Steve was another determination. Also because I knew if I didn't do everything I could to be with him I'd end up forever regretting it. I went through a really hard time breaking up with Eric because I went about it completely wrong, but I wasn't happy and I knew I had to find a way out.
11. Although I am 23 years old, I still feel like I act like a kid. I still think stupid jokes are funny and I show my affection by hitting and name calling.
12. After being married for almost 2 months, it is still weird to say I'm a wife... I'm sure that's normal for everyone, but it makes me feel giddy... I love looking at him and thinking how happy I am knowing he chose me.
13. My moods are like a freakin roller coaster. I can go from happy to extremely angry/upset in 2.8 seconds.
14. I don't like going out in public in unfamiliar places. I think that goes along with my insecurities.
15. I love driving. I rarely let anyone else drive, and I rarely am riding with anyone else. I like having that sort of control... it's also because I drive like I'm in a hurry everywhere and I don't like riding with people that drive too slow. Oh and I have road rage. I am constantly complaining how most people need to get off the roads because I can't believe they actually passed a road test to get on a road in the first place. Especially Texas drivers. Seriously... none of them know how to drive.
16. I worry a lot. I get myself so worked up that I get upset about it.
17. I am a daddy's girl, and a mommy's girl. I was spoiled rotten as a kid and I still am now. I have come to the terms with that fact. In most cases I have to get my way.
18. I am really stubborn. Even when I know I'm wrong, I still have to argue it.
19. I miss my friends and family back home and I can't wait to see them... although I am not looking forward to it at the same time because that means that Steve is deploying and I can't deal with that.
20. Music is my life. I associate my life to song lyrics... and when I like a certain song I have to make sure that all of my friends hear it and I have to make sure I tell them how awesome I think it is. After doing it all of this time, nobody has ever seemed impressed, but I still do it anyways because music plays a big part in my life, and I feel like everyone else should love it as much as I do.
21. I have a really weird fascination for windshield wipers. I really don't know why, but I always have to have an immaculate windshield and my wipers have to be in good condition, no smears.. otherwise I replace them. I go through wiper fluid more than anyone else I know.
22. It takes me forever to fall asleep at night. I lay in bed and all the thoughts of the day and everything else run through my head like a river. I wish I was like my husband and could fall asleep in 5 seconds, lol. No seriously it's ridiculous how fast he falls asleep lol.
23. I have a really guilty conscience. If I do something that is mean or may hurt someone else's feelings, I can't stop thinking about it, and I run the same situation in my head over and over again and have a hard time letting it go.
24. I am extremely close to my family. As much as I wanted to move away, I knew how hard it would be moving away from them. This goes with the worrying part... but when I lay down to go to sleep.. sometimes it runs through my head what would happen if I lost a family member... I don't think I'd ever be able to come back from something like that.
25. I love wearing PJ's. As soon as I get home, I am in PJ's. For some reason I just can't find pants comfortable and if I'm at home, where I'm supposed to be relaxing, I immediately have them on. I also have a strange love for hoodies. At one time half of my closet consisted of hoodies.