Another year another entry
Every year on my birthday I try to reflect upon the past year trying to figure out what my life means to me at this age. This morning as I pushed the stroller to the grocery store and waved my hair in the cold air because I finally fixed it up to look nice for a change, and as I waited for the traffic light to change nothing deep or meaningful came to mind. All I thought about is whether or not I should take the walk to petland to pick up some Nature's Miracle to clean up fudge's pee stains. Its the stuff made of an enzyme to remove odor and stains and the dog will no longer smell it with its 20x smelling instrument. As I was half way there I remembered that they didnt open till 10, FREAKIN BASTIDS! I decided to get dressed up today and by dressed up I mean out of my jeans and tank top. My best friend was the first one to wish me Happy Birthday with a card I got yesterday, Thank you palcarajo. I love you. My youngest sister was the first to call me this morning and then my mom, then my father , then my other sister, then my cousin. As you can see I havent mentioned hubby in that list. So, when I was walking back from the store he was all I thought about. What is so hard about remembering the birthday of someone you have been with for 7 years!? NOTHING! Anyway, Im not going to tell him and I have decided to let the guilt be his punishment.
Anyway, when I burped the baby she happened to spit up on my whole "Im dressed up in my non jeans" outfit and right then and there I figured it all out! That is what life is all about. No not the spit up literally but the taking in of things that are important to your survival only to produce something that may not always be as pleasant but definitely worth it. I have absorbed some pretty important knowledge and experience this past year, like never before and the outcome hasnt always been the one expected or most pleasureable but they have definitely made me who I am right now and Im glad to at least see that about myself. I thank lj for being that supportive through this year because it allowed me to free myself in ways I couldnt in my everyday life.
To all wondering where I have gone, I have been at my new home, EBAY. Im addicted. Im not only buying but selling. So it keeps me busy and I did a project fir hubby and it has motivated me to finish the rest of my work. I want to come back here to read up on everybodies journal but that day is not today. Today I will try to make my day a happy one and maybe just maybe I can turn 29 gracefully. I thought about maybe going to go get a manicure but definitely out of the question with baby and then I thought maybe a pedicure but the thought of me plopping out my boob in from of some chinita only to hear her tell the other girls schidsdjhjkaslajd, is out of the question. Ahh, the life of a mom!
again, anyone interested in making me happy can go here. kthxbi
wordtothamutha <3
Anyway, when I burped the baby she happened to spit up on my whole "Im dressed up in my non jeans" outfit and right then and there I figured it all out! That is what life is all about. No not the spit up literally but the taking in of things that are important to your survival only to produce something that may not always be as pleasant but definitely worth it. I have absorbed some pretty important knowledge and experience this past year, like never before and the outcome hasnt always been the one expected or most pleasureable but they have definitely made me who I am right now and Im glad to at least see that about myself. I thank lj for being that supportive through this year because it allowed me to free myself in ways I couldnt in my everyday life.
To all wondering where I have gone, I have been at my new home, EBAY. Im addicted. Im not only buying but selling. So it keeps me busy and I did a project fir hubby and it has motivated me to finish the rest of my work. I want to come back here to read up on everybodies journal but that day is not today. Today I will try to make my day a happy one and maybe just maybe I can turn 29 gracefully. I thought about maybe going to go get a manicure but definitely out of the question with baby and then I thought maybe a pedicure but the thought of me plopping out my boob in from of some chinita only to hear her tell the other girls schidsdjhjkaslajd, is out of the question. Ahh, the life of a mom!
again, anyone interested in making me happy can go here. kthxbi
wordtothamutha <3