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wow..i havent updated in a little bit..real update is what i mean..i guess you can say i really have nothing to describe..every school day is the same except the work,weather,and moods are different..every day i wake up and ask when is school going to stop taunting me...my nights are almost always the same..get drunk with "the guys" and wish i had a girl i liked i could date(or that liked me) instead of hanging at the "butchers shop" every night and make stupid jokes that only we get...this weekend i did something new i guess..i went to a party with emily(which sucked) left went to aarons had j buy me a bottle went to dans and hung out while we figured what to do drank a little..then me andrew and dan drove to jupiter to his cousins house(bum fuck nowhere)chilled drank ate caffine pills got wired and drove home...i got home at like 7:40..went to sleep..and did nothing till monday when yes you guessed it did the same old bullshit i usally do..sat at aarons got drunk and froze my ass off..this morning i woke up to go to school sat up got dressed same old shit..sat thought undressed and went back to sleep after saying fuck that...ive come to realize i need something better in my life..example a girlfriend and a job..or more friends..i realized i fed up with everything..i want change..i want something worth waking up too...i dont belong in school..it doesnt do me good..unless im graduating this year which ill find out tommorow i dont think school is good use of my time..id much rather wake up and work from 10 till 5 or whatever and beable to go to technical school where i could learn to be a mechanic then go to bcc and get a buisness degree so i can make good money....

now am i wrong or does what i just said make sense?
i just needed to complain..gimme some input..holler lave yall