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and here i am again alone
not that i was really with anyone but it sorta seemed that way
i missed her (or the idea of her) yesterday
but i realized that this is for the best and i should stay away from her until i can handle seeing her and not wanting to jump her
soon is all that i can say
to move out of this town and this place
to move to a different part of my life
to grow in a way i never thought i could
to cut down on the thing that has twisted my life into many different directions but i still have a hold
i must want something more if i don't feel satisfied
i want the world to live through my eyes, may it only be a moment
i can't wait to start this other part of my life
the actual me doing the actual living in a world all my own
and i can't wait...
not that i was really with anyone but it sorta seemed that way
i missed her (or the idea of her) yesterday
but i realized that this is for the best and i should stay away from her until i can handle seeing her and not wanting to jump her
soon is all that i can say
to move out of this town and this place
to move to a different part of my life
to grow in a way i never thought i could
to cut down on the thing that has twisted my life into many different directions but i still have a hold
i must want something more if i don't feel satisfied
i want the world to live through my eyes, may it only be a moment
i can't wait to start this other part of my life
the actual me doing the actual living in a world all my own
and i can't wait...