Wonderment
A long time ago I used to see things that hadn't happened yet. I used to call it nightvision, because that's what it was. It was a way for me to see into people's lives and what would happened in the very near future. I didn't have any logical way of explaining it without sounding like some sort of hippie fortune teller, or a silly teenager with a false story, but I'm not a teenager anymore, and I still know what I saw.
I'm Pagan. I worship god and goddess and consort alike. I believe that when I speak to Isis, a goddess of Paganism she hears me. So four years ago when I asked never to see again what I had seen in some of my dreams, she listened. And I stopped seeing all together.
She listened again when I prayed to see again. Do I sound crazy? Probably, but I know I haven't lost my mind. I prayed and she listened, and gave me my sight back, even with all the terrible things I'll probably see like last time, only this time I'm more mature to handle it. I won't run screaming in the other direction.
I sound like a fucking lunatic. I think I'll stop there for now. I don't really know where else to write about this, or who to tell, because nobody will really believe me. And how do you bring something like this up in casual conversation? "Oh yeah by the way, I can see the future... er sometimes..." or "Yeah remember that thing you thought I was lying about when I was fourteen, well yeah it's happening again..."
This time, I think I'll call it Wonderment. It's the first word that crossed my mind when I thought of it, because nightvision does sound very petty and sort of "movie like". Wonderment sound about right.
I'm Pagan. I worship god and goddess and consort alike. I believe that when I speak to Isis, a goddess of Paganism she hears me. So four years ago when I asked never to see again what I had seen in some of my dreams, she listened. And I stopped seeing all together.
She listened again when I prayed to see again. Do I sound crazy? Probably, but I know I haven't lost my mind. I prayed and she listened, and gave me my sight back, even with all the terrible things I'll probably see like last time, only this time I'm more mature to handle it. I won't run screaming in the other direction.
I sound like a fucking lunatic. I think I'll stop there for now. I don't really know where else to write about this, or who to tell, because nobody will really believe me. And how do you bring something like this up in casual conversation? "Oh yeah by the way, I can see the future... er sometimes..." or "Yeah remember that thing you thought I was lying about when I was fourteen, well yeah it's happening again..."
This time, I think I'll call it Wonderment. It's the first word that crossed my mind when I thought of it, because nightvision does sound very petty and sort of "movie like". Wonderment sound about right.