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I feel like, nothing. Like I don't know what to feel. My heart is being stretched in every direction possible. I have all these doubts towards just about everything. Half the time I think Lenny cheated on me while we we're going out, sometimes I think he's still talking to her. Erin.
Than I think about Charles, and how he hurt me. How I fell for every word he said. I feel stupid, and gullible, and now I feel I can't trust anybody. Lenny's thousands of miles away and this is when I should feel like I can trust him the most. I NEED to trust him now.
I need somebody. My heart is falling apart from confusion.
My head feels like it's spinning half the time.
I'm completely lost in a world of Solitude and I'm soo lonely.
I don't know what to believe anymore. I want to move to Seattle so bad, but it's these trust issues. It's because of him. Geez, I need help.
Than I think about Charles, and how he hurt me. How I fell for every word he said. I feel stupid, and gullible, and now I feel I can't trust anybody. Lenny's thousands of miles away and this is when I should feel like I can trust him the most. I NEED to trust him now.
I need somebody. My heart is falling apart from confusion.
My head feels like it's spinning half the time.
I'm completely lost in a world of Solitude and I'm soo lonely.
I don't know what to believe anymore. I want to move to Seattle so bad, but it's these trust issues. It's because of him. Geez, I need help.