Again
I have no money. Nothing. My bank account is -47 dollars and some change. Boarders over charged me almost $10 for a book... After three weeks my speeding ticket finally went through... for $140.00. I had to return a part I needed for my car... that I couldn't afford to install just so I could pay the tolls to get back to new York. I had exactly enough. When I got to the toll... it went up .50 cents since last night. Lucky me. After I explained the situation the guy took 4.50 and let me go.
I don't know what I'm going to do. Next month I'm going to owe my insurance company almost $700 dollars. I owe rent of $500 on the first of April, which is also Lenny's birthday. My electric bill of 75 was due today. Hope they don't shut off our electric.
Maybe I'll get a job soon. I hope soo. I don't know why I did this to myself. I completely screwed myself over. I had a decent job, with decent money and even a second job to help pay the bills... and what do I do? I quit. Because I convince myself I'll leave Lenny and move back to New York, except now... we're still together. Which means I still pay rent. Which means I threw away a good job opportunity for no reason.
I'm always fucking everything up.
I don't know what I'm going to do. Next month I'm going to owe my insurance company almost $700 dollars. I owe rent of $500 on the first of April, which is also Lenny's birthday. My electric bill of 75 was due today. Hope they don't shut off our electric.
Maybe I'll get a job soon. I hope soo. I don't know why I did this to myself. I completely screwed myself over. I had a decent job, with decent money and even a second job to help pay the bills... and what do I do? I quit. Because I convince myself I'll leave Lenny and move back to New York, except now... we're still together. Which means I still pay rent. Which means I threw away a good job opportunity for no reason.
I'm always fucking everything up.