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what i really want to do right now is scream. i want to destroy something beautiful. run until i collapse. cry until i dry up. and take photos of everything around me.
today was a great day. i went to georgetown with janelle and had SO much fun. and while we were at steves house and bradford was cooking we tanned near the pond while the 3 brothers fished. took pix and yelled at a certain someone for stepping on the innocent fishies.
"fish dont feel pain janelle" *how would you know? are you a fish..no! ah.*
i dont kno what i am more. stressed. scared. or something else. so much has happened with in the last three weeks. and theres so much i'm going to miss. but i'm stepping forward and for that i am excited even thou theres a tear in my eye. caitlynn called me today from new zealand. that made me happier. i havent heard from her since she left. ah. i'm taking a bath this is lame that we still write in these things.
today was a great day. i went to georgetown with janelle and had SO much fun. and while we were at steves house and bradford was cooking we tanned near the pond while the 3 brothers fished. took pix and yelled at a certain someone for stepping on the innocent fishies.
"fish dont feel pain janelle" *how would you know? are you a fish..no! ah.*
i dont kno what i am more. stressed. scared. or something else. so much has happened with in the last three weeks. and theres so much i'm going to miss. but i'm stepping forward and for that i am excited even thou theres a tear in my eye. caitlynn called me today from new zealand. that made me happier. i havent heard from her since she left. ah. i'm taking a bath this is lame that we still write in these things.