Jan 19, 2005 11:52
well i dont have to dwell on it anymore. hes being shipped out. and hes not allowed back into the states for 3-5 years. they got him with distributing alcohol to minors. im really bummed. so he got the both of the worst. we dont know when hes supposed to leave cause we only have the dry details but i dont feel like doing anything. i just want to see him.
i had a bad feeling last night and i didnt know if had to do with me going up to tahoe or with levi....it ended up being with levi...and if i could change it, i would have rather had something happen to me with me going up to tahoe. it really upsets me cause i told the other boys to grab him when the cops came cause i didnt want him to get smart with our cops cause they're not the like the new zealand cops. and look what happened. the boys just said "oh levis a big kid he can handle himself" until the mother f* got dragged out by the cops. which is total bullshit.
im supposed to help a friend babysit these little monsters near her house tonight. and its deannas 19th today so im supposed to hang with her sooner or later tonight. but all i really want to do is work out or run until i collapse. and then i want to fall asleep in his bed one last time with or with out him in it.
caitlyn and i are hoping that we can take him to the airport. hopefully he'll still be in town tomorrow or until the weekend. ='( i sure hope so.