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i hate all these ups and downs. Some days im incredibly happy then other days i feel like shit and am pissed at the world. or both happen in one day..multiple times. kind of sucks because i dont know why. i have in idea what triggers the change from good to bad but i dont know why i react so poorly. and i have to say that i dont like it. i wish i could be more honest with people but i cant. there are only two people i feel i can talk to openly and get an unbiased response from and neither is the person i always thought would be there. that kinda sucks but, hey, what can ya do?
this weekend was pretty awesome minus today. i like hanging out at umbc and i'm glad im going there next year :) though sometimes i wonder if i would be happier in NY...probably not but you never know. so yea, this weekend kicked ass because 1)i saw mandy...a lot. and she makes me incredibly happy :) 2) late night/early morning double t runs and seeing a fat, ugly hooker with frog tattooed on boob 3)we fed ducks and then steph and 1.0 did chug a hugg...both were troopers 4) no curfew. sweet life.
the negative part of my weekend can be summed in two words: eel.porn.
countdown to linehan audition: 6 days.
this weekend was pretty awesome minus today. i like hanging out at umbc and i'm glad im going there next year :) though sometimes i wonder if i would be happier in NY...probably not but you never know. so yea, this weekend kicked ass because 1)i saw mandy...a lot. and she makes me incredibly happy :) 2) late night/early morning double t runs and seeing a fat, ugly hooker with frog tattooed on boob 3)we fed ducks and then steph and 1.0 did chug a hugg...both were troopers 4) no curfew. sweet life.
the negative part of my weekend can be summed in two words: eel.porn.
countdown to linehan audition: 6 days.