Playing Pretend

[wordssimplymove]

Wondering why
I feel I should die
I look at my face
Everything seems out of place

I'm so fat
How should I feel about that?
I try to look pretty
Shut up! I don't need your pity

I hate you
Is there something you want to do?
You can't get to my heart
I feel strong when we're apart

I sit here hating myself
Dead flowers are still on my shelf
Pretending I don't care
Loving you just isn't fair...