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"I'm feelin' kinda sweaty.. I think I'm gonna go home."
~Tonight
I prayed to God for the..
inspiration to tell you..
the things I never thought I could say.
My prayers were answered.. I guess
and now I know..
That with you, I always find the way.
To pick the pieces of broken glass..
up off the floor, and hide them.
In my box of secrets..no one knows..
In my secret room I go..
I'm the one that I condemn.
Love's not worth this..
When will it all.. end?
Tonight's my last kiss..
So, let's just pretend.
That I'm ok and tonight's all right..
Fall asleep with me, this night.
Pick myself up off the floor..
crawl into your arms.
Hide inside you, for the rest of my life..
Why do I have to leave tonight?
Why do I ever have to leave?
Pretty eyes and..
pretty smile..
reminds me of an angel.
Hidden letters..
French perfume..
Secrets to you, I can't tell.
Insecurity disguise..
black mask I wear..
Spinning room of lies..
Are you still there?
Are you still aware?
I'm sorry.. I'm sorry..
The light hid from me..
I can't see you.. I can't see you.
Tell me you still love me.
Hide me away.. tuck me away..
tonight's my final cry..
Goodnight, beautiful, goodbye.
~For Christina
It's killing her inside..everyday.
She pretends that everything's ok.
I see her screaming.. inside.
Mommy, can you hear me knocking?
Mommy, I'm not alive inside..
Mommy, why aren't you listening?
She just crawls away..
To that place she can hide.
I wonder if she knows I love her..
I wonder if she knows I'm here.
And, when we're laughing together..
she's ok.. and it all disappears.
Even when mommy's not around..
I hope that she knows I'm near.
I cry for you, my dear.
You're always welcome here.
sixty two years of silence..
couldn't bring us apart.
You'll always be alive..
even if they rip out your heart.
Don't fall over,
don't die on me..
I'll be that last breath inside you,
when you can't even breathe..
Don't worry about them..
they don't get it, I guess.
I know you're better than that..
Always be better than that.
^~~ see latest journal entry in reg. journal for information on the last poem.
-_- I fucking hate Rose and Richard so much.
~Tonight
I prayed to God for the..
inspiration to tell you..
the things I never thought I could say.
My prayers were answered.. I guess
and now I know..
That with you, I always find the way.
To pick the pieces of broken glass..
up off the floor, and hide them.
In my box of secrets..no one knows..
In my secret room I go..
I'm the one that I condemn.
Love's not worth this..
When will it all.. end?
Tonight's my last kiss..
So, let's just pretend.
That I'm ok and tonight's all right..
Fall asleep with me, this night.
Pick myself up off the floor..
crawl into your arms.
Hide inside you, for the rest of my life..
Why do I have to leave tonight?
Why do I ever have to leave?
Pretty eyes and..
pretty smile..
reminds me of an angel.
Hidden letters..
French perfume..
Secrets to you, I can't tell.
Insecurity disguise..
black mask I wear..
Spinning room of lies..
Are you still there?
Are you still aware?
I'm sorry.. I'm sorry..
The light hid from me..
I can't see you.. I can't see you.
Tell me you still love me.
Hide me away.. tuck me away..
tonight's my final cry..
Goodnight, beautiful, goodbye.
~For Christina
It's killing her inside..everyday.
She pretends that everything's ok.
I see her screaming.. inside.
Mommy, can you hear me knocking?
Mommy, I'm not alive inside..
Mommy, why aren't you listening?
She just crawls away..
To that place she can hide.
I wonder if she knows I love her..
I wonder if she knows I'm here.
And, when we're laughing together..
she's ok.. and it all disappears.
Even when mommy's not around..
I hope that she knows I'm near.
I cry for you, my dear.
You're always welcome here.
sixty two years of silence..
couldn't bring us apart.
You'll always be alive..
even if they rip out your heart.
Don't fall over,
don't die on me..
I'll be that last breath inside you,
when you can't even breathe..
Don't worry about them..
they don't get it, I guess.
I know you're better than that..
Always be better than that.
^~~ see latest journal entry in reg. journal for information on the last poem.
-_- I fucking hate Rose and Richard so much.