i go to sleep tonight fully expecting to die

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due to the absence of my grandmother i am forced to stay the night here in order to keep an eye on her pets

I've always had a distaste for staying here alone, the last time i had to watch the place trisha and ema stayed with me

i get bad vibes from this house

anyway, I'm watching tv in the living room when i hear the dog going ape shit in the bedroom. and roxy is usually pretty good about not barking , she pretty much only barks when someone is coming up the stairs to the house, even when i try to sneak up.

any way i go to the bedroom to see what the hell shes doing, and i chase her out of the bedroom

now i know the windows to the bedroom were allready open, but when i went to close them, i find half of the screen to the window is pried outwards and the frame is bent

i shut the windows, which are crank windows, and one would only close half way

so i grab a knife out of the kitchen call chris on my cell, just so someone can hear me be killed, if it came to that and proceeded to check the house and close the window from the side of the yard.

everything seems fine now, but if by some chance there is someone inside who happens to be amazing at hide and seek

i'm expecting to be dead

there would be no use in me calling the cops, because i dont really know if someone did try to get in, or if the screen has been like that for a while

but i will be sleeping with a knife under my pillow tonight

god help the dog if she manages to jump on the bed while i'm asleep

if i do die.. i want to be cremated