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The amount of physical violence I want to do to you is ridiculous. When I meet you in the mirror I just want you to change. You have no excuse and no you have no personality. Just stop. I know you're semi-trying but it's not working. You're horrible, disgusting, why would anyone look at you sincerely and say "i want that". You're Charity, people only pity you. You amount to almost nothing. Why bother trying. The only reason you exist is to step aside so people can work. You're only an inconvenience. Your parents picked the wrong child. Why are you still here? You weigh everyone down. stop it. Just stop. Do you think what you're doing is helping? No. You're not beautiful, you're not what you want to be, you are nothing. You're only an object that has consciousness.