I'm kind of dumb
Today I made a mistake of not being around people who care about me. The end result was me getting a little cleaning done and the rest of the time me drinking beer and anime, and crying over it. I feel a little pathetic if you ask me. I don't know why I put myself through these things. I have a lot of time to be alone but who knows how many times I'll be able to see the people who care about me. How much longer will they? I should know that being in an empty home/apartment is something that'll drive myself crazy. Even if I'm feeling a little antisocial I should try to push through it. Am I going to take my own advise? I hope so. Fuck.