I don't think I'll ever be happy
I'm not too smart, I'm not too attracted, I don't have many skills, my self esteem is total crap, and I feel like I killed most of my motivation to do anything. ugh....I dunno. I have this huge almost obsession with escapism. I just don't wan't to be anywhere on this earth,or reality...I don't know where I want to be. Man...ugh. Maybe I need pills.