Hurk
Am I too old to be writing in this? ehh, I just like the privacy now I guess. I'm not sure where things are headed but to be honest it doesn't matter. Wanting to force things my way or wishing things were different seems trite. I'm just really tired. At the end of the day I just think how nice it'd be to have someone to tell everything to without it having to be weird or w/e. I could just bitch about the things I want in a person but I've been doing that for years and that too is trite. Loneliness is the worst company. If a pillow had a brain and could talk I'd probably date a pillow. I should go to bed.