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It's four am and I just got home from work. Almost literally, give or take roughly ten minutes. This is insane. I left my house at nine this morning, and got back this many hours later? In.sane.
Got a promotion not too long ago. I am now, officially, store manager of Hungry Howie's, store number 90. 'Bout time, except I realize that there's so much that I don't even know I don't know.
It's rough though. The hours are killing me. I never get to see my daughter. It is starting to eat me alive through my days and nights, being so far away from her and sometimes even right next door and never getting to see her, to hold her, to smell her beautiful curly hair.
Oh God. It's four am and I must stop, for the most part, rambling or I would go on and on and I've been missing my dearest Alaina so much it hurts my soul. I cried the first half of the day today, which isn't good, being store manager and all. It felt like my heart was ripping, and it has for a couple of days. Oh great, I am about to cry again.
Ahem.
I have to be back at the store tomorrow (today?) at roughly ten am. My shift will then not be over until after eleven pm. Yay.
Then two days off with my Alaina Jane and no sleep whatsoever, but oh how this mother needs her child.
Got a promotion not too long ago. I am now, officially, store manager of Hungry Howie's, store number 90. 'Bout time, except I realize that there's so much that I don't even know I don't know.
It's rough though. The hours are killing me. I never get to see my daughter. It is starting to eat me alive through my days and nights, being so far away from her and sometimes even right next door and never getting to see her, to hold her, to smell her beautiful curly hair.
Oh God. It's four am and I must stop, for the most part, rambling or I would go on and on and I've been missing my dearest Alaina so much it hurts my soul. I cried the first half of the day today, which isn't good, being store manager and all. It felt like my heart was ripping, and it has for a couple of days. Oh great, I am about to cry again.
Ahem.
I have to be back at the store tomorrow (today?) at roughly ten am. My shift will then not be over until after eleven pm. Yay.
Then two days off with my Alaina Jane and no sleep whatsoever, but oh how this mother needs her child.