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because I feel like a lot of people are doing this recently...
1. As I wrote on that door in your room-our friendship is ridiculous. From crushes to friends to not speaking to every fucking thing in between, to every dumb comment to late night chat to show to drunken and/or stoned hangouts to sober hangouts to singalongs... all I know is that I will never, ever forget you, no matter how messed up we are.
2. I still don't believe we've only known each other for a few months-it feels like I've known you my entire life. I have a feeling we're going to be friends forever, just because our personalities mesh so well. I can tell you anything, and you the same, and seriously, I think we both need that here in our (adoptive) city.
3. I don't think words can describe how glad I am that I have you back. Yeah, we've changed, and yeah, I've sucked and you've sucked, but really, you're like a sister and I couldn't imagine life without you.
4. You just kind of disappeared from my life, which fucking... I will never forgive myself for it. After all those years of friendship, too... I just... ugh. It's so frustrating, because I miss you constantly, but I have a feeling we'll never have that kind of friendship again.
5. I can't believe I did... that... with you. But for some reason, I'm not suprised at all? Seems kind of appropriate, actually. God, we're weird. I'm just relieved that I don't have feelings for you this time around.
6. I think you made the mistake with this one. Overreacting and not caring about how I feel... seems kind of hypocritcal, doesn't it? I just don't believe you would throw away our friendship over something so... insignifigant. The way you handled the whole situation was so immature.
7. I feel sort of like you're growing apart from me, and not because I want to, but because of you. I wish we talked more, even though it's completely normal whenever I'm home. I love you to the moon and back.
8. I'm trying not to like you. I don't think there's any point anymore. Yeah, it hurts, but I want you to be happy, and right now is not a good time for us to be anything. I just hope I can be friends with you, even though it might take a little time.
9. Fuck, man. I don't know what to say to you. I don't know what you expect from me, really. Do you expect friendship, or something more? I don't want anything more... thats the hard part, trying to explain that. I love you as a friend, and thats all.
10. Hi, I'd like to get to know you better. I don't know why. Gah.
have fun kiddies.
I'm going to sleep.
1. As I wrote on that door in your room-our friendship is ridiculous. From crushes to friends to not speaking to every fucking thing in between, to every dumb comment to late night chat to show to drunken and/or stoned hangouts to sober hangouts to singalongs... all I know is that I will never, ever forget you, no matter how messed up we are.
2. I still don't believe we've only known each other for a few months-it feels like I've known you my entire life. I have a feeling we're going to be friends forever, just because our personalities mesh so well. I can tell you anything, and you the same, and seriously, I think we both need that here in our (adoptive) city.
3. I don't think words can describe how glad I am that I have you back. Yeah, we've changed, and yeah, I've sucked and you've sucked, but really, you're like a sister and I couldn't imagine life without you.
4. You just kind of disappeared from my life, which fucking... I will never forgive myself for it. After all those years of friendship, too... I just... ugh. It's so frustrating, because I miss you constantly, but I have a feeling we'll never have that kind of friendship again.
5. I can't believe I did... that... with you. But for some reason, I'm not suprised at all? Seems kind of appropriate, actually. God, we're weird. I'm just relieved that I don't have feelings for you this time around.
6. I think you made the mistake with this one. Overreacting and not caring about how I feel... seems kind of hypocritcal, doesn't it? I just don't believe you would throw away our friendship over something so... insignifigant. The way you handled the whole situation was so immature.
7. I feel sort of like you're growing apart from me, and not because I want to, but because of you. I wish we talked more, even though it's completely normal whenever I'm home. I love you to the moon and back.
8. I'm trying not to like you. I don't think there's any point anymore. Yeah, it hurts, but I want you to be happy, and right now is not a good time for us to be anything. I just hope I can be friends with you, even though it might take a little time.
9. Fuck, man. I don't know what to say to you. I don't know what you expect from me, really. Do you expect friendship, or something more? I don't want anything more... thats the hard part, trying to explain that. I love you as a friend, and thats all.
10. Hi, I'd like to get to know you better. I don't know why. Gah.
have fun kiddies.
I'm going to sleep.