Thank you: BF February week 1

[someoneingrey]

There is a house and a life
starting anew, in a way
I never anticipated.
I can’t imagine this life
with or without you.
the change was not
wanted. But I cannot imagine
going back to the way
things were. I was happy.
But I am happier now than
I ever was before. And that,
that makes me feel guilty,
like I’m betraying you and
your memory, and everything
we worked so hard to do.
But I can’t help but thank you
for everything we had,
for making sure I would be
alright and able to continue
in this life, on my own.