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okay, i've had this journal up for about a week or so and haven't posted anything so i feel the need to now, at 6 in the a.m. for no apparent reason. not really sure what to say so i'm just gonna start rambling. someone asked if they should remove lynxyoukai and i say no, not really gonna post there but who knows, maybe you'll want to look back on it some time. it's not like i'm gonna delete the account. i feel shitty that i haven't posted a story yet and feel worried about upcoming finals. i am freaking about what my grades are going to be...mainly because i feel so much like i let my mom down with my grades last year. i am so worried they aren't gonna be high enough... it isn't like she is mean or anything...i just can see how much it dissapoints her and her feelings about me are probably the most important thing in the world to me. yeah, lame...but, hey, i'm a loser. still horny as hell, no woman in my life. i have a story to write...hell 3. one for a finalish thing in creative writing, one for yo, and one for my writing group. also, i have to redo a hamlet essay...god i hate shakespear. why is he the english god? i swear my teachers think i'm speaking sacriledge when i talk about hating him. hmm...what else? you don't know, i know...maybe. i found my group...and by that i mean i found this group about arguing about religion...god how lucky can i get? i love arguing religion and i just found this group made to do just that. ^_^ *squees*...i think that is what i should do. anywho, yeah, worried about shit, horny, and kinda happy. so...umm...yeah, how's that for a first post to the new journal? hopefully, i can continue this one an atleast 2 day cycle...i'd liek to post everyday but then i'll feel the need and it'll end up becoming another lynxyoukai so yeah, hears to hoping *toasts to it*. anyway, umm, yeah, peace till later. hopefully i can put some real shit here.
oh yeah, i'm quitting smoking...maybe. i keep buying another pack and just wasted $20 on a stupid cigarette holder...hoping to use it to force a cut in my smoking intake...it ain't working. anyway, i have about 1 full pack between this pack of american spirits and the four or so reds left in the holder...hopefully i can stop myself from buying more cigarettes... NO! i refuse to buy anymore...i'm going to do this...no matter what. i'm done! i swear. okay, so yeah, quitting smoking. nothing more. again, peace, and onto a new journal hear. talk to ya later.
oh, p.s., i saw this movie, earth girls are easy...it was awesome. i don't know why...i got all into it and everything. i was so pissed at the end when i thought she was gonna end up with the doctor. i know, i'm a dork and kinda girlish but, hey, i was raised by five of 'em and never had much of a male influence. i think i turned out pretty good. anywho, yeah, peace and watch earth girls are easy if you get the chance. it's kinda lame but it's cool too. i don't know if i'm right but i think the chick and the lead alien dude are the same people who were in the fly...another cool movie. i'm almost positive they are. i know the dude is but i'm not 100% if the girl is. and, yes, they are both kinda big movie folks but i still don't know. hell, i don't know their names. just cause the rest of you learn shit like that doesn't mean i do...and by that i mean i can't retain shit like that...i just suck with names. i don't remember the names of folks i work with, who sing my favorite songs (though i can remember the song name usually), actors (and most of the time movies), or, hell, the guy(s) i live with...i think his name is andrew...but i also think i'm wrong...i think that is a dude i lived with last year. so...umm...yeah...yet again, peace. catch you later and all that. adios.
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okay, really, i'm leaving now
oh yeah, i'm quitting smoking...maybe. i keep buying another pack and just wasted $20 on a stupid cigarette holder...hoping to use it to force a cut in my smoking intake...it ain't working. anyway, i have about 1 full pack between this pack of american spirits and the four or so reds left in the holder...hopefully i can stop myself from buying more cigarettes... NO! i refuse to buy anymore...i'm going to do this...no matter what. i'm done! i swear. okay, so yeah, quitting smoking. nothing more. again, peace, and onto a new journal hear. talk to ya later.
oh, p.s., i saw this movie, earth girls are easy...it was awesome. i don't know why...i got all into it and everything. i was so pissed at the end when i thought she was gonna end up with the doctor. i know, i'm a dork and kinda girlish but, hey, i was raised by five of 'em and never had much of a male influence. i think i turned out pretty good. anywho, yeah, peace and watch earth girls are easy if you get the chance. it's kinda lame but it's cool too. i don't know if i'm right but i think the chick and the lead alien dude are the same people who were in the fly...another cool movie. i'm almost positive they are. i know the dude is but i'm not 100% if the girl is. and, yes, they are both kinda big movie folks but i still don't know. hell, i don't know their names. just cause the rest of you learn shit like that doesn't mean i do...and by that i mean i can't retain shit like that...i just suck with names. i don't remember the names of folks i work with, who sing my favorite songs (though i can remember the song name usually), actors (and most of the time movies), or, hell, the guy(s) i live with...i think his name is andrew...but i also think i'm wrong...i think that is a dude i lived with last year. so...umm...yeah...yet again, peace. catch you later and all that. adios.
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okay, really, i'm leaving now