the one with the emotional breakdown.
it was so bad. i just started crying and i couldn't stop. i am so upset. and my whole family was like 'susannah! what's wrong!? why are you upset!?' and all i could yell, or wanted to yell, was 'NO! I DON'T WANT TO TALK ABOUT IT! LEAVE ME ALONE! GO AWAY! PLEASE!' it was terrible. so then i cried myself to sleep and i'm still upset, though my tears have stopped flowing.
i need to talk to someone.
i need to talk to someone.