bittersweet
wow, one whole week of not updating my journal. AMAZING, SPECTACULAR EVEN! hah...j/k. well, i am out of a job now. boo hoo! its kicked in that i will actually miss those "good times." =[ yesterday was my last day of work. here i go all emo again...
i know that it may sound stupid or idiotic, but i actually felt like bursting into tears as i said goodbye to many of my co-workers [no correction, FRIENDS...because thats what you make when you see the same people over a period of 4+ months] the goodbyes were bittersweet and the overall tone of the working day was somber. both of the male supervisors goodbyes were flat and laconic [as most men are anyway]. it was basically, [shake the hand while saying,] "thank you for working for us during this hard time." but by the tone of their voices, you knew they cared and meant every word of thankfulness. but the female supervisor, being female and all, had a sincere expression [giving the hug with a rub and saying,] "thank you so much for working for us, we wouldnt have made it without you." i had to hold back my tears on that one. i was the closing cashier that night, so it was goodbye [one by one] to all of my friends. as i watched each of the leave the store, i cringed to the thought that i'd never work with them again. they were all such gr8 characters. hugs and rubs were the turn out and so were the exchanging of the seven lucky digits. but not to fret, theres no dismial for sure yet, b/c next friday, i'm sure to see many of them again. and thats when its going to be the real goodbyes. i'm going to have to contain my tears. just as i remember it being fun w/o a job, i'm already reminiscing about the f[]cking jolly good times i had at work. bittersweet was the final thought/feeling of my last hour of work. the clock hit 10pm and i was out. it was the last time i'd step out as an employee.
gosh damn, howd you like them apples?! emo time, emo time. yahp. you cant blame me for how i felt yesterday at my last day of work. it was like saying goodbye to the friends you made at summer camp. maybe you'd see them around once in a blue moon, but from that day on, you knew that was really the last time you were going to see them. [sigh] although, i do feel silly for feeling sad and wanting to cry a river. but eventually "i'll build a bridge and get over it." =]
HELP THE [[CATALINA'S BROKE FOUNDATION]] it would be appreciated if you could donate any kind of cent or dollar you can afford. IM me at catcanrockit for more info on how to get her, i uh mean, the foundation the money. =].
or IM me at catcanrockit if you know of any job openings in san diego. thanks!
<33xoxo,
catalina
i know that it may sound stupid or idiotic, but i actually felt like bursting into tears as i said goodbye to many of my co-workers [no correction, FRIENDS...because thats what you make when you see the same people over a period of 4+ months] the goodbyes were bittersweet and the overall tone of the working day was somber. both of the male supervisors goodbyes were flat and laconic [as most men are anyway]. it was basically, [shake the hand while saying,] "thank you for working for us during this hard time." but by the tone of their voices, you knew they cared and meant every word of thankfulness. but the female supervisor, being female and all, had a sincere expression [giving the hug with a rub and saying,] "thank you so much for working for us, we wouldnt have made it without you." i had to hold back my tears on that one. i was the closing cashier that night, so it was goodbye [one by one] to all of my friends. as i watched each of the leave the store, i cringed to the thought that i'd never work with them again. they were all such gr8 characters. hugs and rubs were the turn out and so were the exchanging of the seven lucky digits. but not to fret, theres no dismial for sure yet, b/c next friday, i'm sure to see many of them again. and thats when its going to be the real goodbyes. i'm going to have to contain my tears. just as i remember it being fun w/o a job, i'm already reminiscing about the f[]cking jolly good times i had at work. bittersweet was the final thought/feeling of my last hour of work. the clock hit 10pm and i was out. it was the last time i'd step out as an employee.
gosh damn, howd you like them apples?! emo time, emo time. yahp. you cant blame me for how i felt yesterday at my last day of work. it was like saying goodbye to the friends you made at summer camp. maybe you'd see them around once in a blue moon, but from that day on, you knew that was really the last time you were going to see them. [sigh] although, i do feel silly for feeling sad and wanting to cry a river. but eventually "i'll build a bridge and get over it." =]
HELP THE [[CATALINA'S BROKE FOUNDATION]] it would be appreciated if you could donate any kind of cent or dollar you can afford. IM me at catcanrockit for more info on how to get her, i uh mean, the foundation the money. =].
or IM me at catcanrockit if you know of any job openings in san diego. thanks!
<33xoxo,
catalina