happy mask
you no it is funny but right now i am so stressed i am forcing myself into sleep. when ever i get down i sleep. i am putting up a top notch performance right now at school. i think ever know how well i am doing. i mean what is a few F's here and there.
man this is just one of those times in life where i just want to snack on some lead. just so i can spit it out and tell life to try harder next time. sometime i feel like a saijin get my ass kicked get get better and do again right.
i hate my stupidity i hope some day ill grow out of it. i only wanted to run from like one person last week. and well of course i fucked that up. now i am more in place then ever. but now i want to run from the world i dont want everyone to know my failures. i dont want to know my failures.
sorry i dont make real post all that often. i am even more sorry i am coming as a whinny bitch but hey. maybe ill get this shit taken care of.
man this is just one of those times in life where i just want to snack on some lead. just so i can spit it out and tell life to try harder next time. sometime i feel like a saijin get my ass kicked get get better and do again right.
i hate my stupidity i hope some day ill grow out of it. i only wanted to run from like one person last week. and well of course i fucked that up. now i am more in place then ever. but now i want to run from the world i dont want everyone to know my failures. i dont want to know my failures.
sorry i dont make real post all that often. i am even more sorry i am coming as a whinny bitch but hey. maybe ill get this shit taken care of.