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To Dixon, Ragu, and Hudson,
As you know, while I was growing up, I was molested. When I was 18, it wasn't taken seriously, and it caused me a lot of problems, including compulsively sleeping with people, and the inability to ready my Bible. Demons harassed me and made it where I'd have panic attacks reading my Bible, so I couldn't read it.
But I didn't give up. I went to church every Sunday, and asked the Lord to remove the compulsive sexual behavior little by little every week, and I wrote my little wisdom book: a tiny book of memory verse scriptures. And I clung to that as my bread and water for a season.
The point is, I made a way to connect with God. And I think the effort pleases him more than the number of hours.
You have spent most of your life in rebellion, but your effort to repent and reach for him means more than you'll ever know. Always remember that.
All of my love, <3, Mom