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every year im here writing another song for you. wishing you back and wishing you well. where ever it is you are im skeptical on everything and its hard enough to breath with you gone. but this day its even worse. i remember the minute we got the call. 9:32 never hurt so bad. and all these lines dont even rhyme. hell it hardly flows. its just a venting of the pressure and the pain that builds with every passing minute as cliche, as it sounds on days like today it only hurts when i breath. four years almost a quarter of my life with out you. here in physical form. but we trust in the signs that your watching, blowing out street lights while we pass. protecting us from dangers and clearing out the bad. its funny cause every year after its snowed since youve been gone. dont ask me why it is but i cant help but laugh, now all im doing is writing how im feeling and strumming c chords softly. but i can only write so many pretty words about how i wish you were here with us when your eulogy said it all. goodbye
RiP 3.1. 2001 still miss you jay, always will
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youve been gone for so long
shouldnt this pain have ceased?
but its still burning strong
like a candle lit on an oil bathe
Im starting to think itll never go away
but thats ok i want these memories to last
i dont wanna forget about our past
since i know your not in our future
atleast not for a long while
when im gone will you meet me there
standing on the clouds
will you teach me to fly on these new found wings
and im truly happy,
its obvious we miss you,
Every tear says it loud and clear,
but to put into word the feelings we all bare,
would again be the greatest understatment,
These street lights are growing dull
atleast we know your watching
______3 years and this is hard as hell_____________________________________________________________________________________________
we captured the moment but forgot the flash, the closest we can hold you to our heart, we couldnt light your life. yea we've avoided the window, but slammed into the dash, the closest to accepting this as i can come, we couldnt light your life.and we said a few prayers and still rememember the ash, the closest i can hold you to my heart. midnight black tears run across my cheeks, tatooing battle scars of me versus the lord apun my empty face, kept full with an empty smile, there is so much more behind these eyes, behind this mouth, that the world will never know,cursing his name almost every night.I can not find forgiveness he is the sinner yet he still lives. his face shows no emotion, he didnt care at all. after these two long years, i cannot find forgiveness
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It makes me sick that they took you from us,
we put smiles on to cover our broken hearts,
gone but not forgotten, gone but still here,
and i talk to you most ever night,
ask how u are and whats the weather like
Is it as pretty as the story books,
We walk the streets in the darkest nights,
let us know your here blow out the lights,
Signals telling us we'll never be alone
why go home when all we need is right here
this started out a simple song
about how weve missed u all along,
deformed it in to a cryer,
i remember the night u left,
i remember the day before,
preminitions of the gore,
i felt a pain in my chest,
later on found out that u rest,
in a better place,
say a prayer, by the tree
its this thing that took you from me,
now we cry together in a room where you used to be
now your gone but still here, now your gone but not forgotten
burn your body into ash memorys closed with in a jar,
know your spirits not to far,when will we see you again,
and we'll be happy when we see you again
Rest in Peace 3.1 hardtimes
RiP 3.1. 2001 still miss you jay, always will
____________________________________________________________________________
youve been gone for so long
shouldnt this pain have ceased?
but its still burning strong
like a candle lit on an oil bathe
Im starting to think itll never go away
but thats ok i want these memories to last
i dont wanna forget about our past
since i know your not in our future
atleast not for a long while
when im gone will you meet me there
standing on the clouds
will you teach me to fly on these new found wings
and im truly happy,
its obvious we miss you,
Every tear says it loud and clear,
but to put into word the feelings we all bare,
would again be the greatest understatment,
These street lights are growing dull
atleast we know your watching
______3 years and this is hard as hell_____________________________________________________________________________________________
we captured the moment but forgot the flash, the closest we can hold you to our heart, we couldnt light your life. yea we've avoided the window, but slammed into the dash, the closest to accepting this as i can come, we couldnt light your life.and we said a few prayers and still rememember the ash, the closest i can hold you to my heart. midnight black tears run across my cheeks, tatooing battle scars of me versus the lord apun my empty face, kept full with an empty smile, there is so much more behind these eyes, behind this mouth, that the world will never know,cursing his name almost every night.I can not find forgiveness he is the sinner yet he still lives. his face shows no emotion, he didnt care at all. after these two long years, i cannot find forgiveness
_______________________________________________________________________________________________________________
It makes me sick that they took you from us,
we put smiles on to cover our broken hearts,
gone but not forgotten, gone but still here,
and i talk to you most ever night,
ask how u are and whats the weather like
Is it as pretty as the story books,
We walk the streets in the darkest nights,
let us know your here blow out the lights,
Signals telling us we'll never be alone
why go home when all we need is right here
this started out a simple song
about how weve missed u all along,
deformed it in to a cryer,
i remember the night u left,
i remember the day before,
preminitions of the gore,
i felt a pain in my chest,
later on found out that u rest,
in a better place,
say a prayer, by the tree
its this thing that took you from me,
now we cry together in a room where you used to be
now your gone but still here, now your gone but not forgotten
burn your body into ash memorys closed with in a jar,
know your spirits not to far,when will we see you again,
and we'll be happy when we see you again
Rest in Peace 3.1 hardtimes