Nov 27, 2008 13:08
Growing up sucks.
Yesterday I had an 18 hour day.
Was on my feet for 14 hours doing or talking about hair.
And when I wasn't doing that, I was sitting in traffic in my car.
I don't think I've ever worked harder at anything than I am now.
And I wouldn't mind. It's just I'm busting my ass and I'm still broke.
I want to be able to go out so bad you don't even know.
And I can't because I don't have the gas, the money, or I'm exhausted.
But I guess anything worth doing is hard. And when I save up all that money enough to get my place in town with Kiel. And buy our dog and furniture, and tons of PBR memorabilia, I'll be happy. When I'm able to see all my friends on the reg again. AND be ballin' the fuck out. This will all be completely worth it. I know it.
I AM THANKFUL TODAY IS THANKSGIVING SO I CAN DO NOTHING BUT EAT, SLEEP, AND GET DRUNK WITH PEOPLE WHO RULE.
SO!
Things I am thankful for:
♥ My amazing family for supporting me and loving me. Making my dreams reality. My mom especially for being the best role model, friend, and mother anyone in the world could ever ask for.
♥ My awesome friends. Who still love me even though I can't be around as much. For sticking with me, and when I do get to see you, being just as amazing as you ever were. You are the most wonderful people on the planet as far as I'm concerned. And I miss you all a lot. Thank you for still asking me to come out, or just calling, texting, whatever to say hey. It means way more than you think it would.
♥ My school and all the people there that make it feel like family. 695!
♥ And finally, I am thankful for my boyfriend because he is my motivation, my heart, and my best friend. I don't know how I would be getting through right now without him. He takes such good care of me and is just, the most wonderful man. There just aren't words for how much I appreciate and love him.
I'm starting to feel there is no better foundation for life than stable, steady love. It makes it all worth while. And I have that. So, I guess I should just say thank you for loving me. To all of you. There is so much I could say, it would take a year to read. But the bottom line is, I am thankful for all the different kinds of love in my life. The people and connections. You are all what make life beautiful.
(That was really faggy, sorry. Haha.)
ANYWAYS!
If anyone who doesnt have a place to eat tonight that's a friend of mine, please don't hesitate to call! We're a more the merrier house! We'd love to have you! And we're fun and relaxed. Eat, drink, cuss, tell ridiculous stories, crack jokes, and be happy!
Or if you wanna come eat dessert and drink that's cool too.
(I might make you watch the muppet christmas carol though!)
Okay have a good holiday people!