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i've been depressed lately, and i'm pretty much all right with that. i find winter depression beautiful. it's wrapping up in a warm blanket and listening to sad folk songs, staring out at the rain and crying into your tea.
i have no idea what i'd do without that kinda shit....
it feels healthy. because usually i'm pretty good at managing my emotions, keeping them balanced. they're all there all the time; it's just deciding which ones you're gonna invite to the surface....
...there's so much to be sad about.
...there's so much to celebrate.
whenever i'm sad there's an undercurrent of happy.
whenever i'm happy there's an undercurrent of sad.
i woke up at 3 this afternoon, laid there for a long time after, sad and stagnant and thinking about situations i miss. 10 hours later i was in someone's living room, dancin' it up to '90s hiphop in a dinosaur costume.
i have no idea what i'd do without that kinda shit....
it feels healthy. because usually i'm pretty good at managing my emotions, keeping them balanced. they're all there all the time; it's just deciding which ones you're gonna invite to the surface....
...there's so much to be sad about.
...there's so much to celebrate.
whenever i'm sad there's an undercurrent of happy.
whenever i'm happy there's an undercurrent of sad.
i woke up at 3 this afternoon, laid there for a long time after, sad and stagnant and thinking about situations i miss. 10 hours later i was in someone's living room, dancin' it up to '90s hiphop in a dinosaur costume.