Oct 27, 2006 21:18
Hello. Hola. Bonjourno.
I thought I'd write a little something as I wait for the chariot to sweep me away to the masquerade. (haha)
Life these days has been a mixture of school, work, sometimes beer...and then more school and work. I often think about the choices I've made lately; specifically, quitting a good paying (though miserable) job to attempt higher learning yet again. I don't know whether or not it's the right/ best thing to do, but the truth is, no one really knows until after you try. If I fail, then I fail but only to other people's standards, which to me really doesn't matter because I do what I do for me not for anyone else. So at least in the end, I can say that I've succeeded in trying. I may not know exactly what I want all the time, but I'm not afraid to try different things to figure out what I don't want.
Sorry people, for not being like you; for not knowing exactly what I wanted to be when I grew up like you did, but I'm having fun figuring it out.
I can honestly say that I'm happy.