more words
just a few things i've jotted down - i've got nothing else to do...
its great when a genuine feeling overcomes ignorant sarcasm. the purtiy within each breath in with you speak sends chill thru my veins, the uncertanty in it all is what throws me off. I'm stuck in an unrealist world, pretending to be useful - barely breathing, but not dead yet. with all of my petty hopes and fears i'll put my whole self on the line again with simplistic hopes.
i wish it was all that easy, the anticipation numbs my nerves. inquisitive unanswerable fears arise, i wish i could surrender the all the complaintsbut that path is far too beaten. the air intoxicates each breath and i wish this pain could just be erased. the distance in our physicalities isn't that far from what we call our hearts. the level of us diminishes emensly and left a bitter undying afterbite. my memories sometimes blend into my imgination - i will confess this. the thought of you was so calming, but your pride is stronger than a stuborn thorn.~
theres friendship found in dark places, never expected or anticipated. ~
i wake up as the numbness disaptes and sloivwly intensifies emensly. the agony of unfufilment from the previous day's flaws scratch at me. "i start my day think of what i've thrown away." ~
***************i'm usually what you would call a "late" person - and im horrable at airpots cuz i just listen to my headphones, and i missed my flight in ATL (my favorite airport) i wrote this then***************************
to be stuck in atlanta is never underestimated. so many lost souls all smokin uncontious- and somehow every smile i've ever received from you clouds my thoughts. my words are useless for never are they heard. ~
Unaccordingly puncual
____________________________
so as the anxioty fades and the day disapates fate undobitblyplayed itself out accordingly. your sincerity was well enough for my satisfact -- let alone your preteive attempts to make me smile ~
i suck, i know, and most of them are short, but thats alright
theres nothing more appealing than the thought of happiness filling my lungs one hundred percent just once. ive never understood the power f ignorance, a biwildering super power of today's society. the imposibilityof the globe becomming much more wise is slimmer than an obeese belimic ~
as erie as it sounds, it simply looks better written, hence this anaoly. peice by peice is only aquired through a passage of chapters ignorance turns to telectuality while the bliss envies jealousy. pride is overcome by compassion and freedomeranks far about priorities. when oppertunirt calls you on the phone, somehow every puzzle is unlocked. my incompsipicutive insecurities rise as the my faith is constantly surrounding me. the raods are as clears as my contious- its only my stomach that wants more . fear stalks every step i take, advancing or desending. my desions are compromising yet fateful. time will tell ever truth unknow, but luckily there is no anticipation or rush. options are a nickle a dozen but the choice or corectly influancing desions should be on a mastercard comertial.
ive become acustomed to all these foigen procedures, and the intesnisty rises slowly. aggervation rapidly simmers with audasity and soon all i see is shooting stars. traditions require a history but this time i walk waway empty handed, yet with a mouth full of words. the aclimation with adjustments seems to suprize all the unrulet eyes and my sarrows dig deeprer. insanely extravigant - im awakened to brutal drastic changes- oh the joys of simplicity. the cloud im stuck on moves like a monterale and the worst part: no conductor. so with my oxymorons i'll retire~
another peaceful lull filles the emptiness in this room, as my voids remains unreplentished.when the noise within is seized scilence creaks even louder. i'll never be blindsided by realitt, nor subsadized by my own indistion with haste or waste.
im too tired to do anymore now. maybe when i wake up.
"i just want u to know who i am"....
its great when a genuine feeling overcomes ignorant sarcasm. the purtiy within each breath in with you speak sends chill thru my veins, the uncertanty in it all is what throws me off. I'm stuck in an unrealist world, pretending to be useful - barely breathing, but not dead yet. with all of my petty hopes and fears i'll put my whole self on the line again with simplistic hopes.
i wish it was all that easy, the anticipation numbs my nerves. inquisitive unanswerable fears arise, i wish i could surrender the all the complaintsbut that path is far too beaten. the air intoxicates each breath and i wish this pain could just be erased. the distance in our physicalities isn't that far from what we call our hearts. the level of us diminishes emensly and left a bitter undying afterbite. my memories sometimes blend into my imgination - i will confess this. the thought of you was so calming, but your pride is stronger than a stuborn thorn.~
theres friendship found in dark places, never expected or anticipated. ~
i wake up as the numbness disaptes and sloivwly intensifies emensly. the agony of unfufilment from the previous day's flaws scratch at me. "i start my day think of what i've thrown away." ~
***************i'm usually what you would call a "late" person - and im horrable at airpots cuz i just listen to my headphones, and i missed my flight in ATL (my favorite airport) i wrote this then***************************
to be stuck in atlanta is never underestimated. so many lost souls all smokin uncontious- and somehow every smile i've ever received from you clouds my thoughts. my words are useless for never are they heard. ~
Unaccordingly puncual
____________________________
so as the anxioty fades and the day disapates fate undobitblyplayed itself out accordingly. your sincerity was well enough for my satisfact -- let alone your preteive attempts to make me smile ~
i suck, i know, and most of them are short, but thats alright
theres nothing more appealing than the thought of happiness filling my lungs one hundred percent just once. ive never understood the power f ignorance, a biwildering super power of today's society. the imposibilityof the globe becomming much more wise is slimmer than an obeese belimic ~
as erie as it sounds, it simply looks better written, hence this anaoly. peice by peice is only aquired through a passage of chapters ignorance turns to telectuality while the bliss envies jealousy. pride is overcome by compassion and freedomeranks far about priorities. when oppertunirt calls you on the phone, somehow every puzzle is unlocked. my incompsipicutive insecurities rise as the my faith is constantly surrounding me. the raods are as clears as my contious- its only my stomach that wants more . fear stalks every step i take, advancing or desending. my desions are compromising yet fateful. time will tell ever truth unknow, but luckily there is no anticipation or rush. options are a nickle a dozen but the choice or corectly influancing desions should be on a mastercard comertial.
ive become acustomed to all these foigen procedures, and the intesnisty rises slowly. aggervation rapidly simmers with audasity and soon all i see is shooting stars. traditions require a history but this time i walk waway empty handed, yet with a mouth full of words. the aclimation with adjustments seems to suprize all the unrulet eyes and my sarrows dig deeprer. insanely extravigant - im awakened to brutal drastic changes- oh the joys of simplicity. the cloud im stuck on moves like a monterale and the worst part: no conductor. so with my oxymorons i'll retire~
another peaceful lull filles the emptiness in this room, as my voids remains unreplentished.when the noise within is seized scilence creaks even louder. i'll never be blindsided by realitt, nor subsadized by my own indistion with haste or waste.
im too tired to do anymore now. maybe when i wake up.
"i just want u to know who i am"....