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Its interesting to me that the first time I will post on livejournal I will admit to and talk about my feelings and my broken heart.  There is something quite freeing about a random post on  the internet.  While many people could read this and I am normanlly a private person about said feelings, for some reason this and other opportunities to randomly blog seem safe.  Perhaps it is because no one can see my face...that is until I put a picture of myself on here.  Then you can imagine that face in a twisted mouthed, damp cheeked, seal-like cry.  The seal-like part being the wailing noise coming out of my mouth.  I am normaly not so open and emotional.  However, I am in a "what else do I have to lose" state of mind.
Ah well...usually the heartbreaker, now the broken hearted... I'm covering my eyes, you tell me when it's over.