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ok so somethings been kinda on my mind as of late and i just wanted to write it down for malling over purposes. um in my life i have come to find that each and every person has a set of things they have to carry with them no matter what we all have a secret we all have a burden to carry. but another thing i have found is that we believe that our burden will be to much for someone to carry with us like they have there own things to deal with why should i add mine its just more for them to carry which really isn't the case. our emotional and mental burdens do not carry like the physical ones so to speak it is interesting in that regard to me. a physical burden doesn't get heavier it build our strength and seems to get light if we continue to pick it up an emotional burden crushes us. and if two people are caring two separate things of equal weight it is the same as the m carrying them together. and an emotional burden is like if two people are carrying the same "weight" the burden is drastically heavier than if you carry the weight of both the problems together. i guess what i am trying to say is that we go through life thinking we are strong by not letting people know we are"weak" when in the end it is the week ones that feel they cant share. and i am not say go out and be like bow heres my burden to everyone but find someone you trust and that can hold the weight with you and maybe help you learn to put it down. that is what the ultimate goal is to put it down. isn't it. life is hard enough with out us carrying all of our own burdens big and small. just my thoughts