I never wanted to write these words...

[word_slinger]

My greatest fear has always been losing my mother. And now she is gone.

How the world continues to spin is beyond me.

I am trying to process everything and it's all I can do try any convince myself that this isn't just a bad dream.

I want to scream, cry, fight, and curl up in a ball and hide all at once.

I don't understand how this could be real.

But it is.