i think my life will be ruined forever and theres no way out of this endless cycle of hate and lust
yeah so like people are making fun of me in school and it's just way to hard to cope without drugs or alcohol, thats pretty much all i do when i'm not carving designs into my arm or having meaningless sex with someone...it sucks
all of my friends say they have my back and they love me alot....but thats a lie if i ever heard one
OBVIOUSLY no one cares about me, i guess i just need to drink more alcohol, smoke some more weed, because it's my only escape from reality, it's the only thing that makes everyone stop making fun of me for just a little while
hey, maybe if i stop wallowing in self pitty, and try and make things positive, and listen when my friends say they love me, and not care what the fuck people think of me, then i wouldn't be so depressed all the time...but then again, i would TOTALY lose my image
i'm gonna go buy some thick rimmed box fraimed glasses from hot topic...see ya later
just kidding....tool
all of my friends say they have my back and they love me alot....but thats a lie if i ever heard one
OBVIOUSLY no one cares about me, i guess i just need to drink more alcohol, smoke some more weed, because it's my only escape from reality, it's the only thing that makes everyone stop making fun of me for just a little while
hey, maybe if i stop wallowing in self pitty, and try and make things positive, and listen when my friends say they love me, and not care what the fuck people think of me, then i wouldn't be so depressed all the time...but then again, i would TOTALY lose my image
i'm gonna go buy some thick rimmed box fraimed glasses from hot topic...see ya later
just kidding....tool