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I've been up for 2 days now. My parents suprise attack visited me today. Sucky thing is i could have used a good BBQ or something, but it was raining and they were on a motorcycle so they had to bolt. Thus leaving me sitting here watching old buffy episodes and swinging the krebble every once and a while.
I'm really hungry but i can't decide what to eat. My stomach is aching but nothing i can phathom sounds worth trying to keep it down for a couple of hours.
I wonder what the others are doing. How their doing. Why am i the only one that can every stick to their guns on things like this. We all say we're in it for the long haul yet some how it always ends up the same. The succomb and i tred on. I'm not sure if i'd be better or worse if things were to turn out differently. I'm just saying it would be interesting for something to out differently from time to time. Just to see.
The weather isn't helping my mood. I can't sleep. There is a creek outside of my window. When it rains, the water starts flowing really hard. The sound is very relaxing...usually.
I'm really hungry but i can't decide what to eat. My stomach is aching but nothing i can phathom sounds worth trying to keep it down for a couple of hours.
I wonder what the others are doing. How their doing. Why am i the only one that can every stick to their guns on things like this. We all say we're in it for the long haul yet some how it always ends up the same. The succomb and i tred on. I'm not sure if i'd be better or worse if things were to turn out differently. I'm just saying it would be interesting for something to out differently from time to time. Just to see.
The weather isn't helping my mood. I can't sleep. There is a creek outside of my window. When it rains, the water starts flowing really hard. The sound is very relaxing...usually.