Oh crap I'm behind already...
Righty ho, then. The first proper post since abandonment of LJ, and already I'm a day late.
-_- Fail.
(Or, as I'd prefer, EFFF. A part of that extensive vocabulary of mine, standing for Epic Fucking Faily Fail)
But instead of teaching the weird and wonderful unknown language which has resided itself in my head, I think I'd prefer to actually get on to whatever it was I was supposed to be writing about. Which was .... um ... give me a minute.
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Plans And Aspirations
(What on earth told me to give such a bloody boring thing to talk about..oh, dear, here we go)
So, plans and aspirations. What are they? Well, they're what somebody plans and aspires to be (Evidently; it'd be a bit of a waste of name or two if they weren't). They're usually considered life choices, often confused with hopes and dreams in the way that people depend on them with bright eyes, and are used more than we think in everyday life.
To say that you have a plan might not necessarily mean you've mapped out (whoops, no pun intended) your entire life; it may just mean you're headed in one definite direction for a particular day, event or journey. But then again, it could mean you've mapped out your entire life.
Which, to be honest, would be creepy. Especially if you're my age, I mean, when you don't even know whether you're going to be entering this Life with a load of good exam results under your sleeve, it's creepy. Trust me.
And planning could just be another way of..well...planning. Making sure there's a foolproof way for you or whoever you're planning for can be successful in their planning area. (And before you ask, no, I'm not entirely sure I know what I'm talking about. So please, for the good of the world, don't tell this as advice to small children. I don't want to be responsible for the mistakes of the next generation)
But an aspiration, however...to me, personally, it's always been pretty clear what an aspiration was and what it does. This is something which you think about for a long time before deciding on. The dictionary states it's a hope or ambition of achieving something. Well...I reckon it's not as simple as that. Yes, it's a hope, yes to ambition, but just achieving something? What the fuck is something?
I don't know.
But I reckon an aspiration is something more; it's what you set out to be. Not to achieve...admittedly, achievements probably will come in kind of importantly, but they'd be a part of it, and not the entire thing. And it sounds too bloody impressive to be a something, in any case.
As for my plans and aspirations..well first off, I plan to get a good haul of results from my education. I mean, how am I going to get anywhere in life if I can't prove I can spell? (Ha...reading this, something tells me that was a bad example...) And I have two aspirations, both of which I believe are not impossible.
First off, I want to be a singer ... musician. I want to be a musician; front a band, follow idols such as Gerard Way, Jared Leto and Hayley Williams. I aspire to create music and let the world know about it.
And/or.. I aspire to be an actress. If there's one thing I love more than music, it's drama. I know how to get into someone's head, and really think about them. (Shame it never helped me with realistic empathy, I could have saved a lot more friends) I'm at home when pretending to be someone else.
And if it comes to choosing between the two? Pah. Fuck it, I'll be both. If Leto can do it, then why not I?
Right, that's my babbling well and truly finished for today. Hope you...weren't entirely bored. :)
Oh, and there is absolutely no question of what next Friday's (maybe Saturday's) post will be focusing on. The excitement is coursing through me even as I type, as in SIX DAYS I'll be seeing the epically epic
Harry Potter And The Deathly Hallows....Part 1
Yup. It's a bloody mouthful :D
Enjoy.
Chezzy Xx