i'm going to wear my trench coat
today was nice.
nice. and that's it.
joe still thinks i'm obnoxious.
my question was good i guess, but since joe didn't get to it tonight, he will answer it later.
i hope.
sometime soon.
blah
i want to die.
i'm too scared to kill myself i think.
just the fact that i would be the end of me isn't so rewarding.
maybe i'll hire someone to poison me when i don't know it.
i think i will.
or you guys can.
i'll pay you.
shoot me.
cut me open and bleed me dry.
gag me.
torture me and throw me in a ditch.
well, i wouldn't want anything too graphic.
make it short and to the point.