Thanksgiving and beyond
Thanksgiving: The time to give thanks to all of those that have done something for you during the year. So...
Jackie: Thank you for being my friend for all these years and dealing with my shit. You are one of the only people i feel i can put total trust in, and i dont ever see that changing.
Freedman: You crazy bastard you. I hope you never change, you are way too cool. My "Godfather"...thank you.
Laura: I know we had a little fight, but i want to thank you for teaching me a lesson, even if you didn't mean to. You learn a lot more from your failutes than you do from your successes, and i learned a lot about people, relationships and myself after we broke up. So for helping me grow, learn, and mature (even though i know it wasn't your intention) i thank you.
Melia: You taught me about myself and the things that I am capable of if i let myself get carried away. Thanks.
I have a lot more people i give thanks to, but unfortunatly they dont have LJ, or ever read my LJ so i can't do that here.
Now for my apology that is a long time overdue:
To Aaron: I'm sorry. It took me a long time to realize what my actions did, and how they hurt people around me that i considered friends. In hindsight, it's easy for me to say i'm sorry and that i didn't mean for anyone to get hurt, but i was naive. If you dont want to speak to me again, i understand and I deserve it. I broke a trust between us and deserved all that came to me during that week. I'm sorry that it happened and it's about time i told you.
In other news, I am tired of St. Marys. I have found 2-3 people i can talk / relate to and I can't stand some of the people around me. One of the people i can talk to is actually transferring after this semester, which means 1 less person I like here. The only thing holding me to this school is because I can play baseball here. I am going to play my baseball season in the spring, and during / after the season I'm going to take a serious look at everything and decide whether i want to spend the rest of my college years here. I know college is tough, and the change has been difficult for me. But college is also supposed to be the happiest / most fun (thanks laura for correcting my grammar so much) years of my life, and right now, that's not happening. Now i'm hungry, so until next time...
-Michael
Jackie: Thank you for being my friend for all these years and dealing with my shit. You are one of the only people i feel i can put total trust in, and i dont ever see that changing.
Freedman: You crazy bastard you. I hope you never change, you are way too cool. My "Godfather"...thank you.
Laura: I know we had a little fight, but i want to thank you for teaching me a lesson, even if you didn't mean to. You learn a lot more from your failutes than you do from your successes, and i learned a lot about people, relationships and myself after we broke up. So for helping me grow, learn, and mature (even though i know it wasn't your intention) i thank you.
Melia: You taught me about myself and the things that I am capable of if i let myself get carried away. Thanks.
I have a lot more people i give thanks to, but unfortunatly they dont have LJ, or ever read my LJ so i can't do that here.
Now for my apology that is a long time overdue:
To Aaron: I'm sorry. It took me a long time to realize what my actions did, and how they hurt people around me that i considered friends. In hindsight, it's easy for me to say i'm sorry and that i didn't mean for anyone to get hurt, but i was naive. If you dont want to speak to me again, i understand and I deserve it. I broke a trust between us and deserved all that came to me during that week. I'm sorry that it happened and it's about time i told you.
In other news, I am tired of St. Marys. I have found 2-3 people i can talk / relate to and I can't stand some of the people around me. One of the people i can talk to is actually transferring after this semester, which means 1 less person I like here. The only thing holding me to this school is because I can play baseball here. I am going to play my baseball season in the spring, and during / after the season I'm going to take a serious look at everything and decide whether i want to spend the rest of my college years here. I know college is tough, and the change has been difficult for me. But college is also supposed to be the happiest / most fun (thanks laura for correcting my grammar so much) years of my life, and right now, that's not happening. Now i'm hungry, so until next time...
-Michael