Rant
Ok so i went to Paris last weekend and it was bomb. and I'll write all about that after a dumb rant:
My roommates here and I are just too different they make little click and talk about those who aren't around and begin to resent the ones who aren't around. this originally happen to my one roommate Victoria and now its happening to me. here's the kicker... I've been trying not to care because i don't need them to like me but my not care has just made them more pissed at me. It's making it hard for me to live here. ive spent the past few night on kates couch cause i wanted to hang out with Alex Pelkey and I came home and my roommate just start screaming at about cleaning the bathroom. Sorry ive been busy non stop for the past week and i did a quick job but serously the bathrooms dont need to be scrubed on hands and knees everyweek. thats retarted. I really think they are jeleous of how much im traveling and how many people are visiting me.
And all this drama and seeing Terence is just making miss Albright so much. It hurt that Elise didnt tell me she quit WXAC... because when i come home her not being there will deffinately effect my life. I need to know these things. I miss America and knowing about how things work and how to speak the language. AND I need josh time, we havent sat down and had a conversation since he left. its hard because we are both bad at talking on the interent. I just want his face. and I miss my parents, they rock.
AND on top of all that on out of my sensitive tooth toothpaste. my teeth still suck dispite the rootcanal.
BUT I am having a wonderful time. Paris was awesome, the night life is great. the art is absoltely unbelievable. I live in the city that the Venus of Urbino is in... FUCKING LOVE THAT PAINTING. The city is beautiful. I get to skip lines and go places for free with my Uffizi pass. really sweet food. I've been doing SO much art because its just flowing out of me... and thats what I came here for the art.. I get to go to Austria on Thursday, and i'm doing great with my money dispite how much i spent the first month.
I have one friend that would go to shows with me but she was away last night when eagles of death metal played here and I was too nervous to go allone. but thats ok theres a bunch shows for me to go too when i get back to philly.
Im not gonna let drama ruin this for me.
My roommates here and I are just too different they make little click and talk about those who aren't around and begin to resent the ones who aren't around. this originally happen to my one roommate Victoria and now its happening to me. here's the kicker... I've been trying not to care because i don't need them to like me but my not care has just made them more pissed at me. It's making it hard for me to live here. ive spent the past few night on kates couch cause i wanted to hang out with Alex Pelkey and I came home and my roommate just start screaming at about cleaning the bathroom. Sorry ive been busy non stop for the past week and i did a quick job but serously the bathrooms dont need to be scrubed on hands and knees everyweek. thats retarted. I really think they are jeleous of how much im traveling and how many people are visiting me.
And all this drama and seeing Terence is just making miss Albright so much. It hurt that Elise didnt tell me she quit WXAC... because when i come home her not being there will deffinately effect my life. I need to know these things. I miss America and knowing about how things work and how to speak the language. AND I need josh time, we havent sat down and had a conversation since he left. its hard because we are both bad at talking on the interent. I just want his face. and I miss my parents, they rock.
AND on top of all that on out of my sensitive tooth toothpaste. my teeth still suck dispite the rootcanal.
BUT I am having a wonderful time. Paris was awesome, the night life is great. the art is absoltely unbelievable. I live in the city that the Venus of Urbino is in... FUCKING LOVE THAT PAINTING. The city is beautiful. I get to skip lines and go places for free with my Uffizi pass. really sweet food. I've been doing SO much art because its just flowing out of me... and thats what I came here for the art.. I get to go to Austria on Thursday, and i'm doing great with my money dispite how much i spent the first month.
I have one friend that would go to shows with me but she was away last night when eagles of death metal played here and I was too nervous to go allone. but thats ok theres a bunch shows for me to go too when i get back to philly.
Im not gonna let drama ruin this for me.