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these last few weeks, i've been skipping a lot of classes. more than i've ever done in my past years all combined. yeah sue me.
been addicted to one tree hill lately. thanx to kevin liang. no i don't find murray hot. but the girls in there ARE pretty. finally i understood what hazing was all about. i use to read about it, but i didn't know exactly what it is like or how bad it is. and now i know, despite how tv shows like to exaggerate everything, i am still very thankful that i was not caught in all that act. because the american school i use to go to in austria would have done something like that to ppl in varsity sports teams. and i am glad that i came to this some-what too conservative/traditional school in twn. as much as i want to go back to the american school... i guess i can't have all the goods huh?
lately i've been VERY apathetic. i don't really care about anything anymore. and all i want to do is hang out with those few seniors that i really cherish. i am so thankful for every moment of laughter with them. i don't want them to go, i don't want to let them go (how homosexual...) this year is my year, my year to get ready and be a REAL senior. suddenly i am afraid. i don't want to be a senior. i don't want to go through all the drama when it's time for me to leave. i don't want to take those shots so i can go to the states.
so vulnerable (sp?) lately. please don't come up to my face and "poke around" with me about seniors leaving or any sort of that. because I WILL CRY. and i don't like to cry in public. yesterday was the last god squad. it was very unique and memorable. we had time to pray for those who were leaving, and for some of the strangest reasons, i just began to cry. however liu-ding (aka john ding) made it worse... he was like teasing me and all... psht. that boy will get his share. >:O amy beat him for me!
[tiffo]
been addicted to one tree hill lately. thanx to kevin liang. no i don't find murray hot. but the girls in there ARE pretty. finally i understood what hazing was all about. i use to read about it, but i didn't know exactly what it is like or how bad it is. and now i know, despite how tv shows like to exaggerate everything, i am still very thankful that i was not caught in all that act. because the american school i use to go to in austria would have done something like that to ppl in varsity sports teams. and i am glad that i came to this some-what too conservative/traditional school in twn. as much as i want to go back to the american school... i guess i can't have all the goods huh?
lately i've been VERY apathetic. i don't really care about anything anymore. and all i want to do is hang out with those few seniors that i really cherish. i am so thankful for every moment of laughter with them. i don't want them to go, i don't want to let them go (how homosexual...) this year is my year, my year to get ready and be a REAL senior. suddenly i am afraid. i don't want to be a senior. i don't want to go through all the drama when it's time for me to leave. i don't want to take those shots so i can go to the states.
so vulnerable (sp?) lately. please don't come up to my face and "poke around" with me about seniors leaving or any sort of that. because I WILL CRY. and i don't like to cry in public. yesterday was the last god squad. it was very unique and memorable. we had time to pray for those who were leaving, and for some of the strangest reasons, i just began to cry. however liu-ding (aka john ding) made it worse... he was like teasing me and all... psht. that boy will get his share. >:O amy beat him for me!
[tiffo]