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and this is the end.
i finally get away and over the tramas of the past two years, finally learn and grow up to love and care and trust again. thinking i can feel again. alex you can fucking feel again. and what do i do, attach myself, allow myself to care and in turn allow myself to revert back to that numb state but not for the same reason anymore. this time i just know. the world the people are too much far too much redicuosly too much darkness and confusion.
first step out that door and im shot bettween the eyes center of the heart,
heart torn mind blowen.
it's time to go back to the lonely cold nights.
i finally get away and over the tramas of the past two years, finally learn and grow up to love and care and trust again. thinking i can feel again. alex you can fucking feel again. and what do i do, attach myself, allow myself to care and in turn allow myself to revert back to that numb state but not for the same reason anymore. this time i just know. the world the people are too much far too much redicuosly too much darkness and confusion.
first step out that door and im shot bettween the eyes center of the heart,
heart torn mind blowen.
it's time to go back to the lonely cold nights.