that feeling
That feeling of when you're having a final text message conversation with someone because you guys have mutually agreed that his life is way too fucking complicated right now to have a relationship and have discussed that if you two stay in contact, it will be too difficult to not see each other and fall into a very complicated situation, and neither one of you wants to end the conversation because it is really going to be goodbye for who knows how long or possibly forever so you end up trading ridiculous puns for an hour and then he makes the most amazing pun about your name ("You can keep trying those puns, but with a name like Wendy, your jokes Neverland") that you can't help but sort of fall in love with him or at least feel some modicum of emotion and you kind of want to say this, but it would be weird and kind of creepy so you don't and instead you make a poor pun about his name before saying goodbye and good night.
You know, that feeling.
You know, that feeling.