i move to a new apartment in snohomish in 23 days
13 school days left for me... for all those of you that can add, yes that means i get to graduate on a monday, wake up and go to school on tuesday and thursday. sucks. i dont want to do it. it just reminds me how seperated i have been from everything. i didn't make friends well at edmonds. and the ones i did make friends with, 2 months later, when the class was over... i never saw them again. plus, i skipped class enough to not make any friends. guess how many days i have been to my history class this quarter... 3. the first day, the second day, and then last tuesday for a midterm. w00t. 8 weeks, 3 days.
oh well. im still gonna pass that class easy. pft.
i am so excited for SPU next year. me and carly are gonna be the best roomates ever and rock that school. w00t.
that reminds me of something else, regarding friends. my friends have changed DRASTICALLY. its scary almost. i was just looking over everyones livejournals, looking at pics and stuff from prom and this past year. i really missed out. i used to have relationships with these people. hang out all the time. now, i am afriad to pick up the phone and call them because it has been so long. i am ashamed i let those relationships go. and some were as easy as saying hi in the hall everyonce and a while. now, when i go back to kamiak, i see people... this is our conversation..
them: "emily raymond!!!! i haven't seen you in forever!!!"
me: "i know, i dont go here anymore. how have you been?"
them: "good"
the end. seriously.
its quite sad. the social butterfly in me has died. i shall say a few words
R.I.P. you served me well for 16 years. it was sad to see you slowly die a long painful death over the past 2 years. you will be missed.
now, in 23 days, i leave. in more than one way. june 19th i go back up to bellingham and work at firwood. (i am training already, i will be so strong by the end of the summer.) but also on that day, we move from our apartment in mukilteo to another apartment in snohomish. w00t. so when i do get back from bellingham, i will still be seperate. then in september it is of to seattle. yay!!!
All i can say is sorry to all of you i have let go over the past 2 years. i miss you a lot. if i could go back, we would still be friends. best of friends. with magnificiently wonderful memories.
june 18th, i am having a graduation party on hat island. i would love it if you could come.
sorry that this post was so depressing, thanks for reading... for those that finished.
oh well. im still gonna pass that class easy. pft.
i am so excited for SPU next year. me and carly are gonna be the best roomates ever and rock that school. w00t.
that reminds me of something else, regarding friends. my friends have changed DRASTICALLY. its scary almost. i was just looking over everyones livejournals, looking at pics and stuff from prom and this past year. i really missed out. i used to have relationships with these people. hang out all the time. now, i am afriad to pick up the phone and call them because it has been so long. i am ashamed i let those relationships go. and some were as easy as saying hi in the hall everyonce and a while. now, when i go back to kamiak, i see people... this is our conversation..
them: "emily raymond!!!! i haven't seen you in forever!!!"
me: "i know, i dont go here anymore. how have you been?"
them: "good"
the end. seriously.
its quite sad. the social butterfly in me has died. i shall say a few words
R.I.P. you served me well for 16 years. it was sad to see you slowly die a long painful death over the past 2 years. you will be missed.
now, in 23 days, i leave. in more than one way. june 19th i go back up to bellingham and work at firwood. (i am training already, i will be so strong by the end of the summer.) but also on that day, we move from our apartment in mukilteo to another apartment in snohomish. w00t. so when i do get back from bellingham, i will still be seperate. then in september it is of to seattle. yay!!!
All i can say is sorry to all of you i have let go over the past 2 years. i miss you a lot. if i could go back, we would still be friends. best of friends. with magnificiently wonderful memories.
june 18th, i am having a graduation party on hat island. i would love it if you could come.
sorry that this post was so depressing, thanks for reading... for those that finished.