Aug 06, 2005 15:31
I hate boys with a passion.
im done. im SO done. im trying to be so tough and strong but its so hard for me to try to get over him. If your wondering who the HIM is... its dave. why should I be chasing someone if they make me stressed out and sad? Unfortunately I've been in a similar situation like this before... with max..and thoughts of MAX RARELY happens and its great. With Dave... I dunno.. theres just something about him. GODDDDDDDDDDDDD.Last night at this party everything was going fine.. and all of a sudden I thought of the whole situation and started crying.. it didn't help because one of his friends was there too.. and that made me think of him even more. I'm glad andy was there though ( his friend). He texted dave last night and was like " you make girls cry.. and thats so NOT cool". Dave responded with" Dont be vague... tell me who cuz i feel like shit" and then he sent a text right after with " Shelley?" and Andy said " maybe". I had already left.. but Andy told me that dave had called him and was asking about what happend and....... didnt believe him and basically feels like an asshole. AND HE SHOULD. He needs to care more about my feelings. SOOOOOOO he feels like shit and lastn ight he texts ME " goodnight doll xoxo". Do I respond like I always do within 2 minutes? NOoooooooooo. Im done trying. He can chase me this time around. He's going to have to make it up to me BIG TIME THOUGh. :(
I'm like... the nicest girl ever.. why can't I find someone AWESOME?
I need a man.